I been looking up sony phone since 2023 my dream phone was the Xperia 1 V and I heard that security updates has went down and I was planning to get my first ever Sony tommorow (the 1 Mark V) and coming from iPhone XR and I want to side load apps on the Sony phone should I try and find newer model? Or is it not that big of deal?
I am 19 years old I dated 3 last was for 2 years and other two were for couple of month 3-4 for each one and i genuinely don’t know what say cuz I am so lost cuz when I finally felt that I was enough bc I was cheated on both two pervious relationship by someone taller better looking and have better gym progress I just don’t be abandoned like what happened to me by mom it just i don’t really wanna try anymore I shared everything with that girl for two years I tried my best I was in hs and having a job either fixing my friends phones and laptops or freelancing editing short form content first one I was apparently to broke for her and she just ghosted me i didn’t even get to talk to her until I saw her jn double date with her new boyfriend and second just left like I was nothing last I tried my best I started working out cuz apparently I was too skinny I started trying to get my money up cuz apparently I was too broke apparently I was ugly so I started trying looksmaxxing i started to find hobbies cuz I was boring for her I wanted to be good for at least someone to acknowledge me she used to smoke I smoked with with her (I hated cigarettes) she loved speaking English I started learning I never really cared about English she liked gym I started going there she liked baggy jeans I started changing my style she liked longer hair I grew it out she wanted to garden city I went with her she wanted explore abandoned homes I did she liked necklace I did wear that shit like how could she just break up with me like I am someone she never met walk outside and look at me in eyes like I was just some random she is walking past we did all kinds of things I did everything why… tf am I supposed to do I was happy for once I never felt so lost she broke the news to me after mouhasaba I was trying to get my bac even tho I wasn’t planning to take she is one who convinced me to try again it not fair…