u/haunteddmoundd

after my ex broke up with me nothing has been entertaining. it's been 6 months, I rarely feel excited for anything, and I rarely feel any other emotions besides guilt, sadness, regret, and loneliness

porn doesn't interest me, music doesn't make me feel the way it used to, playing the guitar gets boring even though it was my passion, sleeping doesn't sound good because I'll dream about my ex, doing drugs isn't exciting, tiktok or playing games is boring, what do I do? why am I feeling this way? how do I cure this?

Hi! I'm 14f, I have short hair and I guess I dress sort of masculine. When I mean short hair I don't mean to my shoulders, I kinda have a mod cut, so it's short short. I cut my hair like december last year because I was already confused with my gender. At school, I've been mistaken as a guy a few times, and those few times I felt.. happy? But at school everyone knows me as a girl, I tell people I'm a girl, I identify as a girl, but online I'm a guy. In my mind, I don't see myself as a girl I see myself as a boy, but I don't know if I actually want to be a boy. I tell people I want to be a girl that looks like a boy, but I don't know if that's how I actually feel. I really like being masculine, I don't shave, I don't wear shorts that go above my knees, I like my hair short, and I don't like makeup.

The thing is, I don't want to do the process of coming out as trans. I don't want to tell my family and friends I'm trans. I think I'm just denying everything, I might just be a tomboy but I hate she/her pronouns, I prefer they/them. If I came out as trans, I think I would be happy, but I would also lose a ton of people, a ton of friends, and I would definitely get bullied more than I do. I want to be a boy, but I think I'm denying my feelings about being trans. What should I do? do I continue to be a girl but masculine (that doesn't make me happy), or should I come out as trans? (I don't want to) im confused with myself, because it all might be a phase

hi

my name is brogan, im in desperate need for a friend, or just someone to talk to before I lose my mind. I'm an absolute loner and i have close to no friends. I am constantly alone, I usually go days without talking to people. I won't go into much detail on why I don't have any friends, but to sum it up I'm kind of a weirdo, and annoying, so I hope that's okay

my discord is @falloutbrody, if you wanna add me :')

I text kinda dry, don't take it personally. im 14 but age doesn't really matter for me under this circumstance