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Reborn

The forest filled with presences like a lung inflating too quickly.

Identical figures, yet all flawed in minute details: a smile sewn too tightly, eyes too empty, movements too synchronized to be natural. There was no warmth in them. Only imitation. Their pale skin, as white as milk, glowed beneath the silvery moon. One had the body of a spider, complete with eight hairy legs that creaked on the broken twigs. One of the creatures tilted its head, observing her as one might observe a rare insect caught in a web.

“A human,” someone murmured, almost disappointed. Their voices were cold; they seemed to penetrate and crawl beneath her skin. The web around Astar’s neck tightened slightly, as if reacting to that word.

She swallowed. The taste of blood returned to her mouth, and along with it… something else. An echo. A shadow inside her that refused to be ignored.

“Don’t look frightened,” she thought. “Don’t do it.”

But her body trembled anyway.

Another step, closer. Then another. The shadows surrounded her unhurriedly, as if the outcome were already decided. “We should eat her,” said a voice from the side, flat and curious. “She’s tiny, but she’s still alive.”

“But…” another voice interjected, slower, almost confused. It drew close enough for her to study it. It had a sweet face, like a young girl’s, dotted with red circles. Eyes as black as coal scrutinized her intently, its head tilted unnaturally. It inhaled.

The silence changed. It didn’t disappear; it grew heavier.

“You’re wrong…she’s not human. Not entirely.”

That whisper made something in the air vibrate. The cobwebs around her trembled as if they’d sensed a threat different from the usual. Astar felt the stares change: no longer blind hunger, but doubt.

The creature before her bent down slightly, observing the blood trickling down her chin. The red slid across her pale skin, and for a moment it seemed almost too intense to be merely human.

“This smell…” she repeated, more softly. Then she jerked back, looking around. “It’s dirty.”

She didn’t seem disgusted, but rather confused, as if the world had just broken a rule. The cobwebs above her tensed, like living nerves, and Astar realized something with almost violent clarity: they were no longer deciding whether to eat her.

They were deciding what she was.

A faint sound rippled through the woods. Not footsteps. Not the wind. A movement higher up that made the branches tremble. Everyone fell silent. Even the cobwebs seemed to stiffen.

And then, slowly, as if the world itself had decided to part… a figure appeared among the trees, suspended by invisible threads. It wasn’t walking; it was commanding the space. Even Astar found herself staring at it, mouth agape, her eyes filled with wonder mixed with terror.

“Enough.”

The voice was calm. And for the first time, all the creatures around Astar moved in unison, as if to let it pass.

Astar didn’t see it clearly at first. Only fragments: the elegant silhouette against the moon, the threads holding it up like a puppet and yet like a king on his throne, and those eyes… cold. Piercing.

The figure tilted its head slightly, observing her as if reading something written directly in her blood.

“…Odd,” it said at last.

Whatever had just arrived… it wasn’t deciding whether to eat her. It was deciding what to do with her.

And that was much, much worse.

The figure among the trees didn’t move right away. It remained suspended in the darkness like a thought that hadn’t yet decided whether to become real. Then it spoke again, and the voice came closer, clearer, as if the forest itself were uttering it.

“Don’t worry, no one will eat you. We don’t feed on our own kind, but the choice is yours. You can be saved, or we’ll kill you now. No other demon can hunt in my territory without consequences. So tell me, what is your choice?”

The silence that followed was almost gentle. Not threatening, not yet. Just inevitable.

Astar felt the pressure of the webs on her neck, the still warm blood trickling down her skin, and something inside her snapped without a sound. It wasn’t a choice, not really. It was survival disguised as a question.

“…saved,” she whispered.

The word came out small. Too small for the world around her. And for a moment, it seemed like the right choice. The spiderwebs slowly retreated, as if they’d received an order that brooked no argument. The figure didn’t even speak; it merely made a slight gesture with its hand. The forest responded.

The movement resumed without chaos, yet it moved with coordination: a single mind at the helm of a thousand bodies.

They dragged Astar without actually touching her, guided by invisible threads that brushed her skin like fingers. They made their way through the underbrush until they reached a structure that shouldn’t have existed: a sort of crooked shelter, made of wood, flesh, and intertwined cobwebs. A house that didn’t belong.

Inside, it was dark, but alive. Astar was pushed past the entrance, and the world changed its scent. It smelled of demons.

Not all the same. Not all monstrous in the same way.

Two girls watched her from a corner, motionless like forgotten dolls: they had almost human features, too clean to be random, too empty to be innocent. A little further on, the same creature with a spider’s body and a human head moved slowly across the ceiling, its legs scraping the wood in a steady rhythm. And even further on, a deformed giant, with a massive body and a spider’s head, breathed heavily like a mountain waking up.

Astar couldn’t look away. Her brain was desperately trying to categorize each of them. It failed every time. Then she saw it. The ethereal figure that seemed to walk on air.

Rui.

He was smaller than Astar had expected, but his presence filled the room. He didn’t raise his voice. There was no need.

“This is my family,” he said simply.

He pointed to them one by one, without hesitation, as if he were listing something natural. “Mother. Father. My sisters and brothers.”

His gaze returned to Astar, steady and analytical. “Everyone has a role. And every role must be respected.” His tone was childlike, but the weight of his words betrayed the true malice underlying his intentions. “Those who don’t respect it… are punished.”

The silence in the room grew heavier. Rui took a step forward and announced,

“You will become part of the family. My sister.”

Astar stared at him, unable to tell whether that word was a promise or a sentence.

Rui knelt before the little girl and, with a wave of his hand, caused a bowl to appear on his lap. A strand of spiderweb cut his finger, and blood began to drip, filling the bowl. Then the wound closed by itself.

It wasn’t a kind offer. It was a truth imposed upon her. “Drink. To become one of us.”

And Astar drank.

The pain came as if her body were learning to exist in the wrong way. Her bones seemed to liquefy and reassemble; her skin burned as if it were being rewritten. She fell to her knees, but she didn’t really touch the ground: everything was shaking, everything was changing. Her hair lightened, turning white and long, and the ends transformed into something unnatural, like filaments ready to become limbs. Her skin grew even paler, almost unreal, as if the blood beneath were no longer human.

And then came the eye.

A sharp pain, impossible to ignore. On one side of her face, something opened, and from there poured living forms: eight small, limb-like extensions that moved through the void and grazed against her face, seeking balance. Astar screamed, but her voice was no longer entirely her own.

When the pain finally subsided, she was no longer the same. The silence in the room was absolute; Rui watched her without surprise, only confirmation.

“Welcome,” he said softly. “Now you are truly my sister.”

And in the darkness of the spider’s web-like house, Astar realized she hadn’t been saved. She had been reborn.

u/head_phones017 — 8 days ago

Reborn

The forest filled with presences like a lung inflating too quickly.

Identical figures, yet all flawed in minute details: a smile sewn too tightly, eyes too empty, movements too synchronized to be natural. There was no warmth in them. Only imitation. Their pale skin, as white as milk, glowed beneath the silvery moon. One had the body of a spider, complete with eight hairy legs that creaked on the broken twigs. One of the creatures tilted its head, observing her as one might observe a rare insect caught in a web.

“A human,” someone murmured, almost disappointed. Their voices were cold; they seemed to penetrate and crawl beneath her skin. The web around Astar’s neck tightened slightly, as if reacting to that word.

She swallowed. The taste of blood returned to her mouth, and along with it… something else. An echo. A shadow inside her that refused to be ignored.

“Don’t look frightened,” she thought. “Don’t do it.”

But her body trembled anyway.

Another step, closer. Then another. The shadows surrounded her unhurriedly, as if the outcome were already decided. “We should eat her,” said a voice from the side, flat and curious. “She’s tiny, but she’s still alive.”

“But…” another voice interjected, slower, almost confused. It drew close enough for her to study it. It had a sweet face, like a young girl’s, dotted with red circles. Eyes as black as coal scrutinized her intently, its head tilted unnaturally. It inhaled.

The silence changed. It didn’t disappear; it grew heavier.

“You’re wrong…she’s not human. Not entirely.”

That whisper made something in the air vibrate. The cobwebs around her trembled as if they’d sensed a threat different from the usual. Astar felt the stares change: no longer blind hunger, but doubt.

The creature before her bent down slightly, observing the blood trickling down her chin. The red slid across her pale skin, and for a moment it seemed almost too intense to be merely human.

“This smell…” she repeated, more softly. Then she jerked back, looking around. “It’s dirty.”

She didn’t seem disgusted, but rather confused, as if the world had just broken a rule. The cobwebs above her tensed, like living nerves, and Astar realized something with almost violent clarity: they were no longer deciding whether to eat her.

They were deciding what she was.

A faint sound rippled through the woods. Not footsteps. Not the wind. A movement higher up that made the branches tremble. Everyone fell silent. Even the cobwebs seemed to stiffen.

And then, slowly, as if the world itself had decided to part… a figure appeared among the trees, suspended by invisible threads. It wasn’t walking; it was commanding the space. Even Astar found herself staring at it, mouth agape, her eyes filled with wonder mixed with terror.

“Enough.”

The voice was calm. And for the first time, all the creatures around Astar moved in unison, as if to let it pass.

Astar didn’t see it clearly at first. Only fragments: the elegant silhouette against the moon, the threads holding it up like a puppet and yet like a king on his throne, and those eyes… cold. Piercing.

The figure tilted its head slightly, observing her as if reading something written directly in her blood.

“…Odd,” it said at last.

Whatever had just arrived… it wasn’t deciding whether to eat her. It was deciding what to do with her.

And that was much, much worse.

The figure among the trees didn’t move right away. It remained suspended in the darkness like a thought that hadn’t yet decided whether to become real. Then it spoke again, and the voice came closer, clearer, as if the forest itself were uttering it.

“Don’t worry, no one will eat you. We don’t feed on our own kind, but the choice is yours. You can be saved, or we’ll kill you now. No other demon can hunt in my territory without consequences. So tell me, what is your choice?”

The silence that followed was almost gentle. Not threatening, not yet. Just inevitable.

Astar felt the pressure of the webs on her neck, the still warm blood trickling down her skin, and something inside her snapped without a sound. It wasn’t a choice, not really. It was survival disguised as a question.

“…saved,” she whispered.

The word came out small. Too small for the world around her. And for a moment, it seemed like the right choice. The spiderwebs slowly retreated, as if they’d received an order that brooked no argument. The figure didn’t even speak; it merely made a slight gesture with its hand. The forest responded.

The movement resumed without chaos, yet it moved with coordination: a single mind at the helm of a thousand bodies.

They dragged Astar without actually touching her, guided by invisible threads that brushed her skin like fingers. They made their way through the underbrush until they reached a structure that shouldn’t have existed: a sort of crooked shelter, made of wood, flesh, and intertwined cobwebs. A house that didn’t belong.

Inside, it was dark, but alive. Astar was pushed past the entrance, and the world changed its scent. It smelled of demons.

Not all the same. Not all monstrous in the same way.

Two girls watched her from a corner, motionless like forgotten dolls: they had almost human features, too clean to be random, too empty to be innocent. A little further on, the same creature with a spider’s body and a human head moved slowly across the ceiling, its legs scraping the wood in a steady rhythm. And even further on, a deformed giant, with a massive body and a spider’s head, breathed heavily like a mountain waking up.

Astar couldn’t look away. Her brain was desperately trying to categorize each of them. It failed every time. Then she saw it. The ethereal figure that seemed to walk on air.

Rui.

He was smaller than Astar had expected, but his presence filled the room. He didn’t raise his voice. There was no need.

“This is my family,” he said simply.

He pointed to them one by one, without hesitation, as if he were listing something natural. “Mother. Father. My sisters and brothers.”

His gaze returned to Astar, steady and analytical. “Everyone has a role. And every role must be respected.” His tone was childlike, but the weight of his words betrayed the true malice underlying his intentions. “Those who don’t respect it… are punished.”

The silence in the room grew heavier. Rui took a step forward and announced,

“You will become part of the family. My sister.”

Astar stared at him, unable to tell whether that word was a promise or a sentence.

Rui knelt before the little girl and, with a wave of his hand, caused a bowl to appear on his lap. A strand of spiderweb cut his finger, and blood began to drip, filling the bowl. Then the wound closed by itself.

It wasn’t a kind offer. It was a truth imposed upon her. “Drink. To become one of us.”

And Astar drank.

The pain came as if her body were learning to exist in the wrong way. Her bones seemed to liquefy and reassemble; her skin burned as if it were being rewritten. She fell to her knees, but she didn’t really touch the ground: everything was shaking, everything was changing. Her hair lightened, turning white and long, and the ends transformed into something unnatural, like filaments ready to become limbs. Her skin grew even paler, almost unreal, as if the blood beneath were no longer human.

And then came the eye.

A sharp pain, impossible to ignore. On one side of her face, something opened, and from there poured living forms: eight small, limb-like extensions that moved through the void and grazed against her face, seeking balance. Astar screamed, but her voice was no longer entirely her own.

When the pain finally subsided, she was no longer the same. The silence in the room was absolute; Rui watched her without surprise, only confirmation.

“Welcome,” he said softly. “Now you are truly my sister.”

And in the darkness of the spider’s web-like house, Astar realized she hadn’t been saved. She had been reborn.

u/head_phones017 — 8 days ago

Reborn

The forest filled with presences like a lung inflating too quickly.

Identical figures, yet all flawed in minute details: a smile sewn too tightly, eyes too empty, movements too synchronized to be natural. There was no warmth in them. Only imitation. Their pale skin, as white as milk, glowed beneath the silvery moon. One had the body of a spider, complete with eight hairy legs that creaked on the broken twigs. One of the creatures tilted its head, observing her as one might observe a rare insect caught in a web.

“A human,” someone murmured, almost disappointed. Their voices were cold; they seemed to penetrate and crawl beneath her skin. The web around Astar’s neck tightened slightly, as if reacting to that word.

She swallowed. The taste of blood returned to her mouth, and along with it… something else. An echo. A shadow inside her that refused to be ignored.

“Don’t look frightened,” she thought. “Don’t do it.”

But her body trembled anyway.

Another step, closer. Then another. The shadows surrounded her unhurriedly, as if the outcome were already decided. “We should eat her,” said a voice from the side, flat and curious. “She’s tiny, but she’s still alive.”

“But…” another voice interjected, slower, almost confused. It drew close enough for her to study it. It had a sweet face, like a young girl’s, dotted with red circles. Eyes as black as coal scrutinized her intently, its head tilted unnaturally. It inhaled.

The silence changed. It didn’t disappear; it grew heavier.

“You’re wrong…she’s not human. Not entirely.”

That whisper made something in the air vibrate. The cobwebs around her trembled as if they’d sensed a threat different from the usual. Astar felt the stares change: no longer blind hunger, but doubt.

The creature before her bent down slightly, observing the blood trickling down her chin. The red slid across her pale skin, and for a moment it seemed almost too intense to be merely human.

“This smell…” she repeated, more softly. Then she jerked back, looking around. “It’s dirty.”

She didn’t seem disgusted, but rather confused, as if the world had just broken a rule. The cobwebs above her tensed, like living nerves, and Astar realized something with almost violent clarity: they were no longer deciding whether to eat her.

They were deciding what she was.

A faint sound rippled through the woods. Not footsteps. Not the wind. A movement higher up that made the branches tremble. Everyone fell silent. Even the cobwebs seemed to stiffen.

And then, slowly, as if the world itself had decided to part… a figure appeared among the trees, suspended by invisible threads. It wasn’t walking; it was commanding the space. Even Astar found herself staring at it, mouth agape, her eyes filled with wonder mixed with terror.

“Enough.”

The voice was calm. And for the first time, all the creatures around Astar moved in unison, as if to let it pass.

Astar didn’t see it clearly at first. Only fragments: the elegant silhouette against the moon, the threads holding it up like a puppet and yet like a king on his throne, and those eyes… cold. Piercing.

The figure tilted its head slightly, observing her as if reading something written directly in her blood.

“…Odd,” it said at last.

Whatever had just arrived… it wasn’t deciding whether to eat her. It was deciding what to do with her.

And that was much, much worse.

The figure among the trees didn’t move right away. It remained suspended in the darkness like a thought that hadn’t yet decided whether to become real. Then it spoke again, and the voice came closer, clearer, as if the forest itself were uttering it.

“Don’t worry, no one will eat you. We don’t feed on our own kind, but the choice is yours. You can be saved, or we’ll kill you now. No other demon can hunt in my territory without consequences. So tell me, what is your choice?”

The silence that followed was almost gentle. Not threatening, not yet. Just inevitable.

Astar felt the pressure of the webs on her neck, the still warm blood trickling down her skin, and something inside her snapped without a sound. It wasn’t a choice, not really. It was survival disguised as a question.

“…saved,” she whispered.

The word came out small. Too small for the world around her. And for a moment, it seemed like the right choice. The spiderwebs slowly retreated, as if they’d received an order that brooked no argument. The figure didn’t even speak; it merely made a slight gesture with its hand. The forest responded.

The movement resumed without chaos, yet it moved with coordination: a single mind at the helm of a thousand bodies.

They dragged Astar without actually touching her, guided by invisible threads that brushed her skin like fingers. They made their way through the underbrush until they reached a structure that shouldn’t have existed: a sort of crooked shelter, made of wood, flesh, and intertwined cobwebs. A house that didn’t belong.

Inside, it was dark, but alive. Astar was pushed past the entrance, and the world changed its scent. It smelled of demons.

Not all the same. Not all monstrous in the same way.

Two girls watched her from a corner, motionless like forgotten dolls: they had almost human features, too clean to be random, too empty to be innocent. A little further on, the same creature with a spider’s body and a human head moved slowly across the ceiling, its legs scraping the wood in a steady rhythm. And even further on, a deformed giant, with a massive body and a spider’s head, breathed heavily like a mountain waking up.

Astar couldn’t look away. Her brain was desperately trying to categorize each of them. It failed every time. Then she saw it. The ethereal figure that seemed to walk on air.

Rui.

He was smaller than Astar had expected, but his presence filled the room. He didn’t raise his voice. There was no need.

“This is my family,” he said simply.

He pointed to them one by one, without hesitation, as if he were listing something natural. “Mother. Father. My sisters and brothers.”

His gaze returned to Astar, steady and analytical. “Everyone has a role. And every role must be respected.” His tone was childlike, but the weight of his words betrayed the true malice underlying his intentions. “Those who don’t respect it… are punished.”

The silence in the room grew heavier. Rui took a step forward and announced,

“You will become part of the family. My sister.”

Astar stared at him, unable to tell whether that word was a promise or a sentence.

Rui knelt before the little girl and, with a wave of his hand, caused a bowl to appear on his lap. A strand of spiderweb cut his finger, and blood began to drip, filling the bowl. Then the wound closed by itself.

It wasn’t a kind offer. It was a truth imposed upon her. “Drink. To become one of us.”

And Astar drank.

The pain came as if her body were learning to exist in the wrong way. Her bones seemed to liquefy and reassemble; her skin burned as if it were being rewritten. She fell to her knees, but she didn’t really touch the ground: everything was shaking, everything was changing. Her hair lightened, turning white and long, and the ends transformed into something unnatural, like filaments ready to become limbs. Her skin grew even paler, almost unreal, as if the blood beneath were no longer human.

And then came the eye.

A sharp pain, impossible to ignore. On one side of her face, something opened, and from there poured living forms: eight small, limb-like extensions that moved through the void and grazed against her face, seeking balance. Astar screamed, but her voice was no longer entirely her own.

When the pain finally subsided, she was no longer the same. The silence in the room was absolute; Rui watched her without surprise, only confirmation.

“Welcome,” he said softly. “Now you are truly my sister.”

And in the darkness of the spider’s web-like house, Astar realized she hadn’t been saved. She had been reborn.

u/head_phones017 — 8 days ago

Is this yume??

It would be OC x OC. It started as OC (maybe more like persona) x Canon and then it changed. My persona kind of stayed the same, even if she had a backstory which is kinda fictional (KNY takes place in the Taisho era, very much not modern). So like, is this still considered yume? Cause I know that it would if it was x canon

u/head_phones017 — 10 days ago

Happy ending?

I've made an AU where somehow both Astar and Reiji live, and they even have a child. Do your OCsnwith a tragic story have an alternate happy ending? What would it be?

u/head_phones017 — 15 days ago

Kids, anyone?

I wanted to imagine an AU where Astar and Reiji didn’t die and have a kid, unfortunately it’s not canon 😔

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How about your OCs? Do you have a design of their sons/daughters? Do they want kids? Do they want more than one?

u/head_phones017 — 15 days ago

I NEED OCS

School finished today, I have art block which absolutely sucks because I was hoping to use this time to draw. It might take a while because I have an ongoing art trade, but yeah gimme your OCs

u/head_phones017 — 1 month ago

I’ll give your OC a song (and you give mine a headcanon or song too!)

You can either give a headcanon (or song) about Astar (the half-demon girl), Reiji (the demon guy) or them as a ship! And I’ll give you a song for your OCs or ships. You can add dynamic if you want, but I’ll be mostly basing it off of vibes 😭

u/head_phones017 — 1 month ago

Exchange: I give you a song and you give me a headcanon/song back!

You can either give a headcanon (or song) about Astar (the half-demon girl), Reiji (the demon guy) or them as a ship! And I’ll give you a song for your OCs or ships. You can add dynamic if you want, but I’ll be mostly basing it off of vibes 😭

u/head_phones017 — 1 month ago

I’ll give your OC a song (if you give one of mine a headcanon/song!)

You can either give a headcanon (or song) about Astar (the half-demon girl), Reiji (the demon guy) or them as a ship! And I’ll give you a song for your OCs or ships. You can add dynamic if you want, but I’ll be mostly basing it off of vibes 😭

u/head_phones017 — 1 month ago

New ship!

I’ve kept avoiding drawing these two together, but I FINALLY DID, I feel so bad that they’re both gonna die but LOOK AT THESE TWOO

u/head_phones017 — 1 month ago
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The Final Battle

I finished the piece! I can't do the background, idk how to do it, tbh I'll accept any tips!

Also after the last fanfic I feel so bad giving Astar such a sad life, having to kill her lover and then committing 😭

u/head_phones017 — 1 month ago

The Empty Window: OneShot

A village existed where the wind ruled throughout the year, wrapping its people in a coldness softened only by their warmth: Shiroyama Village.

It was a safe village where everyone knew each other, where small frictions existed but unrest rarely surfaced. It took its name from the snow atop the mountain peaks.

The Tomioka family ran a grocery store, selling fruits and vegetables grown by farmers from warmer regions. Farming was not possible in that part of the mountain. When Tadayoshi and Sumi passed away, their children took over the shop.

The youngest son of the family, Kaito, helped his older sister and brother-in-law at the store. His brother-in-law had built him a small handcart so he could help carry the vegetables and fruits.

It was mid-July. Compared to the rest of the year, it was a warm day. Kaito had loaded three crates of strawberries onto his handcart and was heading toward the shop.

In the window of the house he passed by, he kept seeing a girl looking outside almost every day. Her name was Astar. She was peeking through a slightly open curtain. When their eyes met, Kaito offered her a warm smile, full of childhood innocence. Astar smiled back and waved.

When Kaito approached the house, Astar opened the window. As she always did, the young Tomioka tried his luck. “Do you want to come outside and play?”

Astar let out a small sigh, but she didn’t stop smiling. “I want to, but I can’t. You know that…”

Kaito shrugged. “It’s okay. How are you?”

Astar rested her arms on the window frame and looked outside. Kaito didn’t know why, but her family never allowed her to go out. To him, it felt ridiculous. While everyone else in the village could spend time outside, Astar being kept inside felt unfair. “I’m fine, just bored… How about you?” Her eyes drifted to Kaito’s handcart and she smiled. “Is it strawberry season?”

Kaito nodded, looking at the crates. “The farmers grew so many! Strawberries are selling so fast, you know? Normally we worry the crates will go bad, but we sell these in two days! Sometimes people even complain, asking why we don’t bring more strawberries. My brother-in-law keeps saying, ‘If you don’t buy them, I’ll go bankrupt, don’t do this to me!’”

Astar chuckled. Kaito glanced around to check if anyone from his family was nearby, then reached into the strawberry crate. He pulled out a handful and offered them to her. “Here, eat some before they’re gone. But don’t you dare say I gave them to you, my sister will definitely kick me out!”

Astar smiled as she took the strawberries. Leaning against the wall, Kaito smiled as well. While the girl ate the pre-washed strawberries, Kaito sneaked a few more from the crate. “My sister and her fiancé are planning their wedding. Can you come?”

Astar let out a sigh. She already knew she couldn’t. Her family would never allow her to leave the house. Still, she didn’t want to upset the boy in front of her. She smiled. “I’ll ask my father.”

“You have to come for sure,” Kaito said. “I’ll bring you an invitation too. My sister is going to wear my mother’s wedding dress! Her fiancé is coming down to the city on Wednesday to pick a suit. Maybe he’ll take me and my brother too. We’re supposed to look good at the wedding.” He laughed excitedly, spinning in place. “I’m already handsome anyway!”

Astar watched the boy laughing. Setting aside everything happening at home, she enjoyed their conversations by the window. This little boy, just like he did with everyone in the village, brought joy into her life too. “When you grow up, you’ll find a beautiful girl and get married too. If I can’t come to your sister’s wedding, I promise I’ll come to yours.”

Kaito smiled. At the sound of his name, he stopped. His sister was calling him. “Do you want to play in the afternoon?” he asked her before leaving. Astar leaned out slightly and looked toward the door. There was no sound from her parents. She nodded with a smile. “Okay, but call your brother too. I haven’t seen him today.”

The boy nodded and grabbed the handle of his cart. “Let’s meet behind our house then. See you!”

“See you, Kai…”

•••

Days passed one after another. Kaito kept visiting Astar every day, continuing to play with her whenever she managed to sneak out of the house, even if only briefly. Giyuu also accompanied them. Life was good. Too good.

Then one day, Astar stopped coming to the window.

Their house became empty. No one knew where the girl had gone. Or whether she had even been able to leave at all. Kaito only missed his friend. He prayed she was okay. There was nothing else he could do.

It felt like the village had lost its breath. Kaito had other friends, but none of them could replace the time he had spent with Astar. There was always a void inside him, and no one ever told him what had happened to her… He tried to overhear conversations, but as soon as footsteps approached, people stopped talking.

For the Tomioka brothers, it was their second loss in life.

•••

Days turned into months, and months into years.
Shiroyama Village was still under the rule of the wind. People still lived as if nothing had ever happened. For most, everything remained the same, but not for the Tomioka brothers.

When they carved their own paths and joined the Demon Slayer Corps, they quietly closed the pages of the past. Both Giyuu and Kaito sometimes thought about Astar and their childhood, but they never spoke about it. It was as if they had made an unspoken agreement written on no paper, yet still followed it.

That morning, Kaito had stopped by the Butterfly Mansion. He had spent the night on a mission and, before heading to the next one, had heard that Tanjiro and the others were injured. Apparently, they had fought a member of the Upper Ranks and its family. Since Kaito had never seen a high-ranking demon before, he was curious. How strong were they? What kind of effects did they have…

When he stepped into the mansion’s courtyard, there was someone unfamiliar talking with Sumi, Naho, and Kiyo. A red haori hung over their shoulders, and brown hair covered the back of their head.

Kaito ignored it and was about to walk away when he saw the girl’s face. Her appearance had changed significantly; she now had a somewhat demonic look, but it was impossible not to recognize that face, especially for Kaito. It was Astar. The girl he had spent every day of his childhood with, now stood there with a spider on her eye.

He was about to break the silent oath he had made with his brother.

“…Astar.” he said, in a voice barely audible yet not too loud. Astar turned toward him. The person in front of her made her wonder who was under the mask. Kaito removed it, and memories flooded Astar’s mind as well.

Kaito had grown up. He was no longer the seven-year-old boy who stole strawberries. His facial features had sharpened, he had grown taller, and his voice had deepened. But the birthmark remained where it had always been, as did his blue eyes that people often judged. What hurt Astar the most, however, was the absence of the big smile that used to appear whenever he saw her.

“Kaito…”

“I’m glad you’re alive, if you can call this life…” Kaito said. With those words, Astar realized that smiling had become a luxury. Kaito was completely cold. It made sense; she had become a demon who had eaten humans. What else was there to expect?

Kaito asked the girls to leave them alone. “What happened?” he continued. “What are you?”

Astar sighed. She wasn’t sure if she even wanted to have this conversation. Kaito’s reaction guided her, and she could tell it wasn’t a positive one. She stayed silent for a moment. “It’s a long story… things changed, I changed too, I guess.”

“I’ve got time,” Kaito said, urging her to explain. He was curious. What had happened to turn Astar into this? How had she lived through all these years?

“I don’t even know what to say,” Astar said. She understood she couldn’t escape this, and took a deep breath before speaking. “My mother… was a demon. When she killed my father, I ran away from home. I had to take refuge among demons. I was never fully human... and I never will be. But I'm trying to change that. Giyuu said he would train me. I will become a Demon Slayer.”

Kaito frowned. He had never imagined Astar living among demons who ate humans. To be honest, he had already stopped believing she was alive at all. “I hope you had a nice feast among demons,” he said.

“I had no other choice,” Astar said. “I had to.”

“Why didn’t you come to us? We would’ve helped you!” Kaito’s voice was resentful, but not raised.

Astar didn’t speak for a while. As she looked at the boy’s face, her mind replayed the day she ran away over and over again. Her father lying in blood, her mother’s inhuman smile. She spoke softly: “I didn’t know what to do… I was terrified. I just ran. I had to choose between dying and killing.”

Kaito, deep down, understood her, but he couldn’t fully accept the fact that she had once been part of the same race that now cast a shadow over his peaceful life. Still, Astar hadn’t completely changed. She remained kind to Kaito, even as he blamed her.

The boy’s shoulders dropped. His voice and gaze softened. “I’m sorry,” he finally said. “It’s good to see you again.”

Astar placed her hand on his shoulder. “Kaito… can you forgive me?”

“It’s not me you need to ask,” he began. “Of course I forgive you. You never did anything but kindness to me. You were like a sister… Let’s hope the people you killed can forgive you.”

Astar’s face formed a painful smile. She had regrets, yes. But in the end, she had just been a child. Like those who died fighting demons on Mount Fujikasane, like those recovering at the Butterfly Mansion, like Kaito himself…

Kaito looked at the hand on his shoulder. Astar slowly pulled it back. For a few seconds, neither of them spoke. They didn’t know what to say. Kaito blamed himself for getting angry so quickly. There was someone who had managed to turn away from the wrong path, and that person was someone he had once grown up with. He had no right to act like this.

He lowered his head and slowly wrapped his arms around her. “I missed you so much, sis...”

Astar laughed softly, running her fingers through his hair as she returned the embrace. “I missed you too.”

Collab with u/zuomarechi1 (thank you for the good work twinn)

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