IVIG 3 Months In & Feeling Weaker
I have CIDP and was diagnosed about 5 years too late. My neurologist suggested IVIG and it’s been a wild ride. First, I was supposed to start in December…. But didn’t til late June. (Insurance). Finally got it covered only to find out it’s 7,000$ co pay…… and I’m supposed to do it every 3 weeks. Prayed on that and God helped me there, I got a grant for a year that pays for my infusions. Got set up to have infusions at home because I live in a weird area, so that even worked out. First IVIG loading dose was 5 days. I went into encephalitis meningitis or however you say it. It was awful and really scary but luckily it was the last day so a week in bed recovering then I was feeling like myself again. 2md IVIG comes up. Again, I feel like I’m forced into a flare and feel like I’m completely drained of all energy, care, joints hurt and can’t get out of the house for a good week. 3rd injection comes this last July….., sure enough after I feel like xrap and not like myself; but I remembered this is how I felt last time. Well this last time was a good 9 days before I got some energy back; and I tried to go to the gym and I couldn’t even squat the bar. I cried in the car because I’ve been training for 2.5 years and although battling CIDP, I’ve always said how exercise has been my lifesaver while I was figuring out my sickness; and mobility is life’s medicine. I’m just stressed. I still feel very weak and I’m going into my 4th infusion a week from today. I want to give this a real chance before I quit; but I don’t know how many more infusions I can feel like this. Add a husband and kids that need your attention; and that I’m a school bus driver and let me tell you…. The guilt is there. I’m not energetic, I’m kinda bummed out and just not feeling myself. Is this normal? Does it get worse before it gets better? Should I quit and ask for something else? Maybe a different medicine or SGIC? Sorry this was long I needed to vent. I’m not feeling good. I want to be able to manage my CIDP, but what is the risk if I don’t do IVIG treatments? That I could possibly have another attack, and lose more nerve function? I don’t know what to do.