u/heavensopportunity

Now first of all I don't hate people who like mbti or things as such as that hence why I'm saying this in a literal mbti community and I'm not here to bother people, but I really want people to know that they shouldn't try so hard to seem like the mbti that they are.

I noticed this pattern in a shit ton of people especially on tiktok or social media in general. whenever a video is posted about characters and their mbti let's say for example ENTP; now entp characters are shown in a video let's check the comments, boom they're all just random people trying so hard to seem self centered or trying to seem like they have a big ego or they're like those characters shown in the video, smart, humorous, sarcastic, and literal inventors. You'll notice people trying so hard to be that way and it's so ridiculously noticeable but no one seems to talk about it.

you don't have to make something your entire personality, you don't have to change the smallest things about yourself JUST because of again assigned mbti.

Mbti shouldnt be taken this seriously, be yourself you don't have to act like these random characters, you don't have to hate a whole mbti just because you're intp and you're trying to seem more "introverted and hateful" to fit in your mbti's stereotype.

I don't even know if this is normal.

I talked to my mom the other day and I was just super mad at this one girl and I started describing how I wanna kill her,

For example I said that I wanted to bash her head into the walls just to she could finally feel her head instead of being such an idiot and Id want to keep her instead of burying her or burning her because I don't want nature to do my work I wanna finish it myself I want to stab her into disappearance.

My mom then said that it's weird and I shouldnt even think of these things just simply wishing god will take her away someday is the limit and not having a full imagination of a murder scene

Obviously I'll go to therapy or something but can I have any quick advice since I may not go that quickly? Or maybe a small explanation to this?

I'm a really calm person, I never get jealous in my relationships; and especially with my current partner, he used to be my bestfriend and he's extremely loyal and when I was in a relationship and I broke up with them he suddenly admitted that he was waiting to be with me this whole time, and honestly he's really sweet and understanding I just can't get jealous or upset at anything.

But these days my thoughts and my feelings have been changing like I feel upset hearing about his new friends, I mean even if it's a guy who's almost like a brother to him I kinda still get upset I don't know why I just want him to belong to me, I've been craving attention from him it's killing me he's literally giving me a normal and right amount of attention is what anyone would think but for some reason it doesn't feel enough i just wish we were two black widow spiders so I can have him all for myself it's bothering me.

I keep having to ask him who he's talking to, sometimes I don't even understand myself; he could be talking about his friend and how hes proud of them for asking out their crush of 2 years or something and it still slightly bothers me.

Why do I feel this way? I want it to change.

I keep looking for websites and I checked so many but everytime I find one it just has the film recorded in theatres.

Is there any website I could use that doesn't have it recorded in theatres???