There is no fear quite like imagining a world without your parents. If you're reading this, go hug your parents while you still can.
My parents are currently staying in our hometown, so it's just my brother and me at home. Today, the house suddenly felt different. Quieter. Emptier. As if something that quietly held this place together was missing. I looked around and saw my parents' prayer mats, their clothes, and the little things they use every day. They were all there, exactly where they had left them. But they weren't.
A strange heaviness settled in my heart. Then, out of nowhere, I thought of my grandparents. Once upon a time, my parents were children too. They lived with their parents, laughed with them, loved them, argued with them, and probably never imagined a day would come when they would have to continue life without them. Then death came, as it comes for every soul. Not because love ended, but because Allah separated them into two different worlds. One remained in this dunya, and the other returned to the Hereafter.
And then a terrifying thought crossed my mind. If Allah grants me a longer life than my parents, one day that will be my reality too. One day, this house may still have their belongings, but not their presence. One day, I'll remember their voices instead of hearing them. One day, I'll wish I could call them, knowing no phone in this world could ever reach them. That single thought shattered my heart.
Every little moment started replaying in my mind. The times I answered them impatiently. The moments I failed to appreciate them. The endless sacrifices they made so silently, expecting almost nothing in return. The countless ways they loved us without ever asking to be loved back.May we never realize their worth only after they're gone.
We think we have time, until one day we realize time has been quietly passing all along.I hope I never take another ordinary day with my parents for granted.
At 2 a.m., I felt an overwhelming urge to call them just to say, "I love you. Thank you for everything. You mean more to me than words could ever explain." But I didn't. I didn't want to wake them up or make them worry that something terrible had happened.
So instead, I made dua. May Allah grant all of our parents the healthiest and longest lives filled with barakah. May He forgive their shortcomings, reward every sacrifice they made for us, and grant them the highest place in Jannah. And when our time in this dunya comes to an end, may Allah reunite us with our parents in Jannatul Firdaus, where there will be no fear of separation ever again. Ameen.