I’m so scared that I’m hallucinating the second line, this has been my first FET after MFI and Endo messed with my husband’s and my fertility for almost 3 years. Fully Medicated transfer so no trigger. Please take a look with me!
“If you think about it, we’re just picking up our kid!”
I bursted out laughing at the absurdity of it while we waited for the doctor to come in. Almost 3 years of infertility and using humor to cope, it feels weird to use humor in a hopeful manner. Sending all of my prayers and hope to everyone else in a transfer cycle this month!
Three years into infertility and I stupidly decide to look up a woman who made my life absolute misery at my last job from years ago. Despite us being grown adults, she was the biggest mean girl bully to me. I even thought “well knowing my luck she definitely has kids by now because nothing good can happen to me.”
I see her profile…she birthed her daughter around the same month/year I would have had a kid if I was successful within my first few months of trying. Lo and behold she ALSO had a boy recently, around when we would have planned our second if we were fertile.
I’m a believer but sometimes it really feels like God hates me or at least I’m the funniest joke in the world to Him. I really need to stop looking up people who have better lives than me, but it’s almost impossible not to…I should be cautiously hopeful for my upcoming FET, but instead I’m wallowing in my misery…