u/holy_music_stops_

I have been looking into my chart for quite sometime and I've got a rough idea of what the aspects mean individually but I have a hard time understanding what it means holistically.

With all that mars and virgo, one would think I'd be an extremely driven person but l'm almost laid-back to a fault.

Would love to hear any insights you would like to share.

I struggle a lot with social interactions and tend to contemplate them for days after they're done. People sometimes perceive me as "backed into the corner". One time, a teacher even started asking random folks if they were my friends coz she was worried abt how lonely i looked in class. I have friends whom i get along with really well, i just didn't find anyone interesting enough so i was fairly reserved. This is a thing i'm working on lately tho coz i cannot just dismiss people if i don't find them "interesting", thats just self absorbed.

I have a lot of random interests and tend to prioritize them over stuff that really matters (actively procrastinating). Recently, i started delving into psychoanalysis videos of characters, dabbled a little with classical singing along with false chord distortion to improve my vocals and explored the kitchener essences, i also draw stuff. I sorta rediscovered my interest in present & prehistoric creatures, started playing badminton and made a lil terrarium. I go through listening phases every few months and right now I'm falling hard for symphonic/folk/power metal.

Academically, I do pretty well considering how inconsistent i am. I'm a bit of a pessimist in the sense that i can't objectively assess how a test went and always assume the worst possible outcome... a defense mechanism prolly.

I've recently become more aware of my emotions in real time. Developing an ability to sort of view them from an impersonal perspective. My therapist did tell me a couple of years ago that i was more aware of my thoughts/emotions than people my age, but i do sort of fail to or don't want to work thru them, prolly jus scared. I used to spiral a lot emotionally when i was younger.. a lot of emotional outbursts.

It's kinda hard to weird me out. I'm open to new perspectives in a way that sometimes it takes me longer to form an opinion on a situation than others (maybe coz i'm still developing my critical thinking skills). I don't really align with the black and white way of thinking and look to acknowledge the multiple facets of a situation. That being said, I do have some firm takes on certain subjects.

(My cognitive distortions might be influencing some of this stuff)

Thank you for reading through all this. Tell me what y'all think and i'll post what i got in the comments later!

Hey y'all!

I grew up admiring artists like Fiona, Courtney & Miley so I would love to be able to cover their songs comfortably if it is possible with proper support and training.

Since the bottom of our range has a physiological limit, forcing beyond which can damage our voice, how do we decide when to stop?

Could working on supporting these lows (E3/D3) potentially harm my upper range?

(plis don't mind the lyric fumble)

Any type of feedback on the performance is welcome<3