u/honeybadger1632

i need to start thinking about what kind of job i would like or try to get one or maybe just some experiences. but i have NO idea what i want to do, or how i will work it out. i still have like 8 months before i need to get to it, but i would like to start thinking ahead. here are a few things about me, and if anyone has any advice i would be extremely grateful.

things i love: -animals -drawing/ painting/ creating, but i think mostly as a hobby -being outdoors/nature -helping people -talking to and meeting new people -learning new skills, like languages/ cooking -trying different things, like food or hobbies -insightful conversation rather than small talk -psychology, philosophy

things i don't mind: -commuting -making big decisions

things i dislike (the idea of...): -being behind a computer all day -a monotonous job -hating my job -working from home

i want to run and exercise, i want to be able to run without getting hot, i want to be less sweaty and more fit. whenever i run, my face turns really red and hot and stays red for like 2 hours. when i exercised in school, i would have to do light exercise because otherwise i would be red for the next few hours. my friends called me beetroot or tomato. i have always turned red quickly, but it is really frustrating because i want to be healthy and 'go for a jog' before seeing people/ going out, but i am always red for a while which is 1. uncomfortable and 2. embarrassing.

any advice for having a red face/ face that quickly turns red?? i hate it.

i have had cold showers after jogging, had intervals, trie different creams, put a cold press on my face, hydrated myself, warm showers, warm drinks, but nothing seems to help.

idk if it's rosacea but it is ANNOYING

my parents split up when i was 8/9. i remember a lot of arguing, crying, mum sleeping on the sofa 'because of my dad's snoring' and angry father. the split itself was simple, my mum moved out and for the last 9 years i have been switching house each week. my dad was a wreck and went downhill, whilst my mum seemed to cope well.

i am sick of changing houses, but if i am away at one parent's house for too long, we miss each other and i get guilt tripped, or at least made to feel guilty. i am tired of living out of a suitcase, but can't imagine my life any other way.

does anyone have a similar situation, or any advice or input??