u/honkwaves

i’ve been with this guy since i was 16, which is around 2 years. i went back to my old school, quit the cosmetology program i was in, and lost a lot of friends since then. now i feel like i don’t have a life of my own. i’m 18 and have no hobbies or friends or a life outside of a singular person, and it’s embarrassing. idk how to talk to people anymore, even the old friends i used to have come over and stn all the time, because ive spent two years basing my personality around one person. i graduated not liking anybody in my class because i spent so long basing my personality around one person. i’m tired of it. i feel like i don’t have a life of my own, or even myself. idk who i am and by august i’ll be starting college and getting a job and it’s just so sad because i don’t have a life and idk what to do. he used to be great but as it’s progressed he’s just irresponsible, lazy, disrespectful, and goes against everything i ask. i hate my life and i have no friends or nothing. on the few days that i get alone i sit in bed not doing anything besides scrolling on my phone because idk what else to do? i have no friends to hangout with, no hobbies, no motivation most days. i can’t keep going on like this. this isn’t the best way ive explained it there’s much more but i just don’t really know what to do. like i don’t even have a life atp oh my god i never even noticed it got this bad the way i can’t find a single useful thing to do when im alone is so embarrassing im so boring now i used to be so full of life and weird and had such random interests and now theres nothing about myself. i feel trapped idk how to make friends or how to find hobbies or normal stuff people my age do for fun or do on a weekend i have zero life zero friends zero hobbies nothing. i have literally nothing and idk what to do. idk how to talk to people anymore, how to find friends, anything. i avoid people for so long and ignore people because i don’t enjoy doing anything because i’ve gotten so used to only having a personality and life for one person. what do i do atp.

i deal with acne and have oily skin. there are a few moisturizers i’ve look into using but i’m unsure if they’re recommended for oily skin, so im coming here for help from those who have used these products. i’ve mainly been looking at the cerave tub moisturizer, the cerave sa cream, and the cerave ha water gel. i’ve also been looking into ponds cream but im unsure which kind would be best.

i wear a 7 in women’s. i have the ultra minis in a 6, mini bailey bows and lowmels in a 7, tasman in an 8. what sizing would be best for the fluff yeahs?

needing the “petite” girls help on this one. i’m 5’2 and wear jeans with a 32” inseam. i just measured my legs and it’s closer to a 30” down to the floor, not ankle.) ive always been told i have a short torso and long legs, and i’ve always been a little self conscious of my body, but recently my body image has been getting worse and worse. ive become more aware of my awkwardly long legs and how they don’t suit the rest of my body. again i have body image issues so im not too sure if im seeing things or maybe its angles, but no matter what i always feel like my legs are too long. is 30-32 a normal inseam length for someone of my height? i’ll include some pictures in the comments if i can for reference, i can’t determine if my legs are just too long or what.

looking for some high quality posted that aren’t incredibly expensive. i’d prefer the original movie poster over the one with a giant ass brad pitt in the front but either work.