The team is desperately missing Jordi Alba

I thought last season when he retired people didn’t realize he was nearly as important to the team as Messi. He provided pace that nobody seems to have in counter attack on this team. He also knows how to run in behind, he timed his runs well. He knew how to play with Messi and had insane chemistry with him. And he actually was a good defender, even if he wasn’t up to Barca standards anymore he clearly could defend well in MLS.

Not saying Jordi would fix the team but they’re really missing him

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How do i simplify this workflow?

hey guys I am not a professional and don’t really know what I’m doing, i just know that i don’t like the way iPhones sharpen videos by default. the only way I can seem to get around this is by shooting in Apple Log and then applying a LUT. i understand that Apple Log is a color space and has nothing to do with sharpening, but Apple seems to apply sharpening in the camera pipeline if you don’t use Log. even in third party apps like Final Cut Camera, if i shoot in HLG there is sharpening applied.

problem is the only way I’ve gotten videos i like is using Final Cut Camera with the HDR LUT. however, annoyingly, you can view the videos with the LUT but you can’t export them with one

is there a way i can simplify this?

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u/i-love-small-tits-47 — 25 days ago
▲ 23 r/OCD

Why the fuck do we have to choose between sanity and sex?

I know this doesn’t happen to everyone, but it happens to me, and it’s cruel. I literally have to choose between having any sexual function at all, and trying to treat my fucking OCD.

I already did years of ERP attempts. They failed. I tried pregabalin, stimulants, all sorts of stuff, finally gave in and tried SSRIs… after 4 weeks or so I’m finally seeing some difference in terms of what a quiet mind can actually feel like, but my sex drive is GONE. Zero. The beautiful woman I love can do whatever she wants to try to get me going, but it won’t work.

What kind of fucking bullshit is this?

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u/i-love-small-tits-47 — 2 months ago

10 days of clonazepam, 1mg per day, do I need a taper? How rough will it be?

I never intended to be on this stuff for long, but i have extremely severe anxiety and somatic symptoms disorder and so I didn’t think I could handle doing an SSRI raw dog, so my doc offered the benzo “bridge” where you, ya know, take it for the first few weeks. I decided to start the benzo first to ease into things, hoping after a week I’d feel much better but I don’t.

If anything I feel more anxious. I feel sedated but I dunno. I don’t feel more calm mentally. I was always hearing how benzos work soooooo well and I was kinda hoping they would because I really need something but they don’t seem to make me feel that much better.

Do you think I can CT after 10 days? I was thinking could do .5mg for 2 days, 0.25 for 2 days, then jump off

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u/i-love-small-tits-47 — 3 months ago

Mirtazapine and premature ejaculation

just started this antidepressant for anxiety and was hoping to avoid the sexual sides that SSRIs are known for. ive noticed im way more sensitive now though and cant go for more than 30 seconds without stopping or ill finish. i looked into it and it seems like the 5ht2c antagonism might explain this. anything i can do about it?

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u/i-love-small-tits-47 — 3 months ago
▲ 2 r/PSSD

I have been following PSSD research for years as I suspected it was under reported. And due to the risk, avoided using antidepressants..

But for the past 8 years I’ve had very severe treatment refractory anxiety, OCD, and pain.

I feel like I’ve tried everything else… pregabalin, benzos, stimulants for my ADHD, a stellate block, SPG block, tens of thousands spent on therapy, exposure therapy, etc etc…

I exercise every day. I eat well. I get sunlight.

Still my situation is so bad that I haven’t seen friends in years. I basically just go outside, get some sun, eat food, exercise, work, play video game and go to bed. I can’t really handle being in public.

What else is there to try?

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u/i-love-small-tits-47 — 4 months ago

Just doesn’t compute for me. Mike seems pragmatic and at least reasonably smart. At his age, a genuine hard worker at some public servant job could have good savings and a government pension worth a net present value greater than 2 million dollars.

Prior to this part of the show I’d had assumed Mike was socking away an order of magnitude more than that.

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u/i-love-small-tits-47 — 4 months ago