What if
What if I spend my whole life waiting for things to get better and they never do?
What if everyone I love eventually finds someone better than me?
What if I’m only remembered because I was there, not because I actually mattered?
What if I never become the person I always thought I would be?
What if I’m surrounded by people and still end up completely alone?
What if the best years of my life have already passed and I didn’t even notice?
What if I’m easy to love temporarily but impossible to love permanently?
What if I leave no impact on anyone’s life after I’m gone?
What if I keep pretending I’m okay until I forget what actually being okay feels like?
What if I’m not meant for anything special and I’m just trying to convince myself that I am?