u/idkklalala

hi there. i’m posting this in hopes of coming across people who arent creepy and genuinely want us to get to know each other *fingers crossed*

i’d like to talk about our days, general thought processes, random silly thoughts, or what we’re into these days… anything.

my life’s pretty boring these days. all i ever do is work, study, and play genshin impact. and watch movies during the weekends. work lowkey ruined my social life. i’m currently watching my royal nemesis and thinking of starting witch hat atelier. oh and i’m from south asia, if that even matters

i like genshin, aespa, cats, memes, and gls.

nsfw people pls stay away. and i’m looking for platonic friends only as i already have someone. and for the love of heavens, pls don’t send boring hi and how are yous.

kinda like a rant, but i do need some advice. lowkey feel like this cat at times.

i’m so tired of my mother’s highs and lows. i don’t know how to deal with them anymore. i go to therapy. my mother has bpd, and it actually makes sense now that i look at her behavior with this lens.

some days, she’s supportive- like the best mother ever, and during those days i think she deserves the whole world. and other days, she treats me like her punching bag and blames me for everything and makes me feel guilty for actually wanting to live my life the way i wanted to. and then i feel miserable.

i also can’t cut contact nor can i live somewhere else. and neither do i get some space alone in my own house. sometimes, i wonder, why can’t she be more conscious of her actions?

in therapy, i’m asked to take space and make boundaries and to stop acting like her fixer. to let her be. but how the hell do i deal with the hurt? i can’t just stop feeling?? i can’t just stop getting bothered by her mood swings?? all i know is that it’s taking a toll on my mental health and i love her but idk what to do

25f, looking for platonic yapper friends

how do you guys deal with your parent’s mood swings or make peace with it?