people say I'm annoying when I talk online, and I genuinely don't know how to not be. anything is fine, tips you've used, tips you've given before, anything.
I have questioned it a lot, but last night I had a serious discussion with a friend. I talked about how I have developed "crushes" on everyone I get close to, literally every single person I feel close with I feel that way with. I've been in relationships before, but I have never felt the same way most people do, I've never felt that warm fuzzy feeling people talk about. I've never felt anything people talk about when they feel love, I now know I never will, it filled me with a deep, profound sadness and I cried for about 30 minutes, I felt that way for about another 30 minutes after that, but I didn't cry anymore, I felt like that when I woke up, and I still feel it. I feel so sad because I feel like I'll never have the same true happiness people always say comes with true love. I am sad, but I'm genuinely trying to accept it, but I don't really know how. the reason I made this post is because I'm asking for tips to get over it, and accept it, and be happy again.