u/instantramenhee

I love dressing up feminine (except for dresses and skirts and makeup), I love acting "girly" and doing "girl's hangouts" more than hanging out with men.

I'm 21 and I've been identifying as FtM since I was 16, but lately my goals changed. I do have light body dysphoria, I would love to have top surgery in the future, but besides that I don't mind staying in this body.

Taking T is scaring me too much, I'm a person who fears irreversible big changes and a lot of T side effects makes me uncomfortable so I'm pretty sure I don't want to go through it.

I also love having my hair long (a "feminine" wolf cut down slightly bellow shoulders) and I feel ugly when I have my hair short in typical masculine way.

I have no idea if me feeling like im FtM was just a teenager hormones changing and confusing my identity, but I still love going by he/him and my chosen male name. I hate both she/her and they/them used on me.

I'm writing all of this here because I'm sick of masculine FtM's telling me I'm just a pickme girl who is fetishizing BL and gay men overall.

I was playing my modded server with a friend when suddenly my pc crashed. I turned it back on and wanted to return but now I have exit code 2. Everything worked a minute ago so it's definetly not a poroblem with any mod.
Minecraft version is 1.20.1 and java version is 17
Log: https://mclo.gs/5KkqULc

I found the DVD disc for Minecraft season two Season pass for PC in my thrift store and wanted to play, but 2-5 episodes says "coming soon", how do I unlock them?

I want them to be simmilar sizes, pretty close to each other, large enough to have space for a lot of buildings but not giant. I want to make survival world with my friends where each one of us have their own island but we're still neighbours 😄
There can be more of these islands around, but 3 is my minimum amout that I need!
I'm on Java 1.20.1