u/itsfreeferyo

Day 4 was probably the hardest day so far.
The first two days were surprisingly easy, but then the emotions started hitting harder. I was angry, irritated, and dealing with a lot of stuff related to my relationship.
I noticed myself wanting to escape from my thoughts more than actually wanting weed.
But I didn’t smoke.
I didn’t try to replace it with something else either.
I’m still sleeping a lot, having really vivid and weird dreams, and my mood is all over the place sometimes. But today I feel calmer than yesterday.
Day 4 done.
Onto Day 5.

Looking for some genuine international friendships.
Life has felt a little isolating lately, and I could really use good conversations, new perspectives, and people who motivate each other.
I’d love to meet people from different countries, talk about life, music, goals, random thoughts — whatever. 😄
English isn’t my first language, so that’s another reason I’d love to connect.
If you’re also looking for someone to talk to, DM me or drop a little introduction below. Maybe we’ll end up becoming friends from opposite sides of the world.

I’m looking for someone who wants to start their day with a short voice or video call in English.
My biggest problem is getting out of bed in the morning. I can have a whole plan for the day, but when the alarm goes off, it’s way too easy to say “5 more minutes” and disappear back into sleep 😂
So I had an idea: someone is waiting for my call.
The goal would be simple: we wake up, get out of bed, and call each other for maybe 5–15 minutes. Nothing complicated. We can just say good morning, talk about what we’re planning to accomplish that day, and then start our day.
I think knowing that there’s an actual person waiting for me would give me a much stronger reason to get up than an alarm ever has.
And I’d do exactly the same for you. If you struggle with waking up, procrastination, studying, working out, or simply getting your day started, I’ll be there waiting for your call too.
English would be preferred, since I’m also trying to improve my spoken English and would love to make this useful for both of us.
I’m looking for someone who is genuinely committed and wants to do this consistently, not just for 2–3 days and disappear.
If this sounds like something you’d enjoy, tell me your age, time zone, and what time you’d ideally like to wake up, and feel free to DM me.
Maybe we can become the reason each other actually gets out of bed. ☕️

Today is day 3.
And honestly, this is usually where I fuck it up. The first couple of days feel manageable, then day 3 hits and my brain starts looking for any excuse to go back.
So I’m trying something different today: I’m not thinking about forever. I just need to get through today.
No big promises. No “this time will be different.”
Just one more day.
Day 3. Still here.

Now it’s the second day I quit weed
I had bad sleep last night and all of day I’m sleepy except 12 to 4am :(
I’m angry most of times and drinking coffee just like a crazy guy
I need to eat every hour or smoke cigarettes
The weather is too hot and I’m sweating more than ever
I told my user friends to don’t call me for using weed
They laughing at me but idc
Need some music to be better
Cus I’m Dj and only my flx4 can make me high right now
Btw iran is in hard situation and news f.cking my mind
What can I do except waiting and praying
Thanks for your attention to this matter
It’s not feryo
It’s free Feryo
God bless you all!

Now it’s the second day I quit weed
I had bad sleep last night and all of day I’m sleepy except 12 to 4am :(
I’m angry most of times and drinking coffee just like a crazy guy
I need to eat every hour or smoke cigarettes
The weather is too hot and I’m sweating more than ever
I told my user friends to don’t call me for using weed
They laughing at me but idc
Need some music to be better
Cus I’m Dj and only my flx4 can make me high right now
Btw iran is in hard situation and news f.cking my mind
What can I do except waiting and praying
Thanks for your attention to this matter
It’s not feryo
It’s free Feryo
God bless you all!

Hey everyone

I’m 25M and I’ve been smoking weed for around 4–5 years. For roughly the last two years, it has been a daily habit — at least once a day, sometimes more.
And honestly, I’m exhausted.

I’ve tried quitting before. I can usually make it a few days, but around day 3 I somehow find the stupidest excuse to smoke again.
I’m tired of the cycle.

My sleep is worse. My energy is low. My work suffers. My motivation is all over the place.
I feel like I’m not becoming the person I know I could be.
I’m also a creative person, and for a long time I convinced myself that weed was somehow connected to my creativity. I don’t believe that anymore. I want to find out what my brain feels like when it’s actually clear.
So this time I don’t want a tolerance break.
I don’t want to “control” my smoking.
I want to quit.
I’m starting again tomorrow — Day 1.
I’m from a country where I don’t really feel comfortable talking about this openly, so I’m hoping to connect with someone outside my country who understands this without judging me.
Ideally, I’d love to find an accountability partner around my age who is also quitting. Nothing complicated — just a short daily check-in:
“Day X. Still clean. Cravings X/10. Here’s how I’m doing.”
And I’ll do the same for you.
If you’ve been through something similar, especially if day 3 was a problem for you too, I’d genuinely love to hear your story.
I’m not looking for perfection.
I just don’t want to spend another year doing the same thing.
Day 1 starts tomorrow.
Wish me luck.