I feel as if a lot of people look at me in public I’m m18 and even ladies or guys twice my age look at me weird, or with good intention (guys mostly looking at me weird) I don’t think I’m bad looking, my guy friends say I look like a model but no female input. really just lots and lots of stares I’m also pretty shy in public so it just feels like they’re staring though my soul that’s why I bring this up.
I’m thinking of being a cook and server. Not sure where management could pull time off in the schedule being that I work at a sports bar/grill as a cook, and it’s slow season. But that’s besides the point can I become a monster in this restaurant before I take off into my real career I’m 17 btw. And looking too get into sales when I’m of age I’m just thinking serving would be good start
At the same place btw not 2 different spots
I didn’t graduate high school but it really bums me out. I got my ged before my supposed to be graduation, but I just feel like shit kind of and it really scares me about upcoming life. I don’t want too life a normal 9-5 life it genuinely scares me I just have no clue what too do. sales, anything to even have the die hard grinding chance to succeed and be comfortable at a younger age too make up for my past mistakes. I think about being wealthy so much I vision it while I’m driving lol. seeing 45-50 year olds working really hard makes me sad, cause I don’t want it too be me at the end cause it sure is leading to it if i can’t change something.