Why do we argue about small things when the big question is unanswerable?
Today I was sitting with my friends smoking a cigarette.
Two of them started arguing outta nowhere. Flat earth vs round earth.
Funny at first then it got kinda heated.
Both of them so sure of what they believe. but believing something and actually knowing it aint the same thing.
I just sat there and one thought kept looping in my head.
what the fuck is all of this.
your born into a body you didnt ask for. apparently the smartest species on the planet. body's flawed, life aint safe, you didnt pick your name, didnt pick where you were born, got brought here with zero permission and one day you just die.
and in between them two things your supposed to deal with heartbreak, bills, loss, war, sickness, being lonely, and if your lucky maybe a few good moments here and there.
you could end up with nothing. you could die tomorrow. nothing is guaranteed.
and yet here we are
arguing about the shape of a planet
like that doesnt even bother us
who are you
what are you
what even is consciousness
why does the universe exist at all
it doesnt owe us an answer btw
we know we're gonna die but we still plan out decades ahead
we fall in love, fight wars, make art, have kids, then just disappear
every emotion, agony, hope, joy, depression, all of it just chemicals doing their thing in the brain
most of what we do comes down to a few incentives. survival. pleasure. status. belonging. reproduction.
and somehow we argue for hours over stuff we'll never fully prove either way
maybe the earth is round. maybe thats not even the real question
what actually messes with my head is
why are we here at all
wtf is all this