u/ivanbliminse00

I just wanted to tell you that I hate that we're not talking rn.

I want to know about your day.

I miss you.

I haven't had a craving for alcohol in so long but I know its numbing and I feel like I could use that rn but if I start I'm pretty sure I won't stop.

Update: I just want to say thanks to everyone for their advice and support. I ended up not drinking. I actually just soaked in my emotions until the could no longer hold me down. Today I am breathing easy. Thank you all! I wish you an amazing day!