bilateral L5 pars defect w/ grade 1 spondy--help?
Hi all,
I'm a 30 year old woman who was moderately active (basketball, kickboxing). I had occasionally dealt with lower back pain, but nothing major and nothing that didn't go away after a few weeks.
9 weeks ago my hip started hurting badly; two days later, I woke up with a very painful and stiff lower back. It has been downhill since. I got an x-ray, got the pars/spondy diagnosis, and threw myself into PT. I have been doing PT for 6 weeks now, but the pain has only gotten worse. It's so bad that I can't sit at all without pain. I wake up in pain and I go to bed in more pain. Mostly a deep stabby ache near my tailbone, that feels like a knife is jammed in there. Sometimes in my left glute as well. It is extremely aggravated by sitting; standing is not much better. A little nerve pain but mostly mechanical.
This has ruined my life. I can't go into work. I can't do any normal activities--everything involves sitting. I am getting an MRI soon but I just feel so despondent. Does anybody have any advice? Any words of hope? I feel like my life is over and everything has turned so upside down.