Just started Zepbound
I am mostly posting journal-style to get my thoughts out and get support, I think. Anything that is about health due to my weight just takes a big emotional toll on me. Too many years of it being pushed so.hard I wanted to hurt myself.
I was really grateful my doctor right away respected when I told him I could not do the wegovy pill because it made me feel sick. He immediately offered me zepbound instead. It was actually a surprisingly positive visit, since any appointments about my weight have been hit or miss with him.
I now have NAFLD and am prediabetic, which is a large part of why I am less resistant to him pushing the medication. I also need to call my insurance tomorrow and see if they cover it.
I am just feeling emotional about it, I guess. It feels like an act of self-hate to inject, even though I know that isn't true and that I am actually trying to take care of myself. I wish I could just engage in my weight normally instead of it being such an emotional thing.
I appreciate you letting me post here, even if not one reads it. I just needed to get it off my chest, and historically I spiral in journals and just thinking someone might read and engage wifh my thoughts keeps them more grounded, lol.