this is an early example of my script, that was heavily inspired by Semetic scripts, but idk if it get called ( copy ), because it’s similar to Semetic scripts even tho some words are used for different purposes
can the mods add sumer and Kurdish flag as username flair? Like guti, Carduchi, Mad, Elamite, hurrian?
Hi, I’m 18M and I’ve had these conflicts for 9 months straight almost everyday thinking, debating, searching to prove I’m straight or to know if I’m one, but at this moment I’m so broken, like idk what’s happening to me tbh, I’m super tired, this thing feels absolutely real, very real
One day I was watching a movie and saw a character ( guy ) and I was admiring his coolness and appearance, not like fantasying myself with him but making him so cool in my head that girls will be impressed by him, so
and slowly I asked myself ( is this attraction? ) I went to google and test myself, i thought I might be Bisexual, but after few weeks I went from thinking ( am i BI? ) to ( am i gay? ), and ofc i was overthinking it
I have a therapist and pills, but i genuinely genuinely can not stop caring, like I can’t ignore it, I always always feels like there’s something there, I’ve talked to many AI’s about it
Because There’s something called arousal non-concordance, but idk if that’s the one I’m experiencing, and mine it feels literally like a true desire when I imagine a sexual gay stuff, and that obviously makes me uneasy or overthinking, that’s why I’m here asking desperately for help
When i match signs of SO-OCD, not gay or interlized homophobia, i get a relief, and my mood will be better for few days or hours, but most of the time, idk what k feel
Like i need someone to come inside me and look and see what’s happening and then that person explains what’s happening
I just need some help, that’s it, and i appreciate everyone❤️
Hi, I’ve got a question, when someone with HOCD or SO OCD gets aroused over homosexual stuff, do they get to a point that you’re one step away from being convinced that this is real desire and lust and you want to act on it? Not just a tingle or small feeling down there, something that is absolutely convincing that its desire not gorinal response?