Hey y’all! I’m one of the DJs who will be playing at the Summer Rave event at the Stanislaus County Fairgrounds on Saturday! It’s from 2 pm to 11 pm! 21+! We’re going to be playing lots of house music! I’ll put the ticket link in the comments!
Hey y’all! My collective is throwing an event at Ten Twelve tomorrow with House, Minimal and UKG! Starts at 5 PM, no cover!! 🩷
Early April I had inquired about IOP. They hadn’t gotten back to me but I felt myself slipping into a depressive episode. I had some relationship issues with my partner around the time when I was contacting them and we were planning on reconnecting, my mom called and said my aunt passed away. This was April 20th. I took it really hard as I’ve lost 3 aunts on my dad’s side since 2020 and two uncles and one aunt now on my mom’s side since 2020. My parents are older too especially for me as a 29 year old so it’s been rough. A week after my aunt passed, my mom was hospitalized for a week and had to have surgery for appendicitis. She has prior health conditions which made me worry excessively.
But anyways, early May I entered into the IOP for three weeks, got back on meds, felt like I was progressing. Finished the program and went back to work on Monday. I’m just struggling really bad with substance abuse. I know there may be some interactions with my meds that has caused more psychotic symptoms but it is really affecting my life. I’ve started to hear negative voices and have had delusions which have interacted with my panic disorder and I’m struggling to get outside of my room again.
I already did IOP, I don’t believe I need to be hospitalized.. I’m just stuck. I need more help and I’m not sure what else out there exists.