Traumatized as hell
So my bf and i had a huge fight. Moving forward, otw ako sa malayo and i was on a train. he wont stop calling me and i finally answered, i can't hear him properly but i can hear him say magpapakw m word na raw sya paulit ulit, while i was on the train he started going to his bathroom grab a tali tie his neck around. This traumatized fhe hellw out of me, i was begging him on tge vc not to do that, its been like 2 mins and he was unconscious. Imagine i was crying do damn hard sa mrt, was unfamilliar with the place first time going there alone and this happened?? so fast forward i was panickong hard crying begging but i called my ate she called me damn and told me to message all the friend and his family. i was calling them all, bursting into tears and anxiewty, no family was answering. Only 1 friend answer and hes not near, asked a friend to go to his house but ut took so long, my sister asked me the address and they called the police and ambulance, when the police got there my bf opened the door for them, all okay and unharmed. the emotinwlw abuse is hell and i can't function normally now.