u/jasonmovad

today is the start of my summer break and the feeling of hopelessness is already growing . as a student this should be the thing i look forward to , yet i can’t seem to get excited for anything nowadays , it’s all just anxiety. i stay up late not because i have something to do , but because i dread the next day . i feel so stupid , keep forgetting things .lost in my thoughts often . I want to die but i’m too much of a pussy to do it myself. wish someone loved me enough to shoot me in my sleep.