What size do you guys think is better for me? Blue is 36 and Green is 41
Just broke up with my girlfriend after nearly 5 years
The past year has been really difficult for us. I had a really bad situation with my family which was not my fault, and she also tried to talk to my parents and fought for me aswell (its not about her and my parents love her). I was really angry at my parents for about a year and that fustration affected her alot because she was the one who spent the most time with me. I was quite toxic to her a lot during the past year and made her sad alot of times, while I was hurting inside. She really values family relationship from the boyfriend’s side and after a year nothing has improved she told me she wanted to break up because she did not see a future with me and her feelings has changed. Its been a week since we last talked. I was begging her to stay the night she told me and texted her all day the next day, but did not reach out since. I have reached out to my parents and starting to mend our relationship. I know what I have to do to improve myself and my relationship with her. I really love her and want her back. What should I do?