u/jinxedyara

Ugh idk how to explain well but I’m SO sick of being treated like idk not normal ? Well yes I guess I am not normal but it hurts when it becomes noticeable whether through >!my weight!<, physical signs, or just people clocking my behavior 😭I’m very rarely treated like full person , every conversation I have gets all careful and weird (esp family) I’m sick of everyone talking about me instead of to ME, or straight up trying to micromanage me constant nagging omg like I can’t do shit!! Pls that’s not all I am.

It feels like I’m not me anymore because my ed is the only thing everyone just sees and when I refuse help or just ask everyone to shut up I’m treated like I’m selfish, attention-seeking, manipulative, or like a moral failing idk it’s exhausting , like all my irl relationships are trashhheddd