u/jozobozob

So long story short haven't made a bet in a week and been feeling great. Would've taken canadiens game 7 and spurs game 1. Would've been up well over 100 off that. Seen some tennis bets come in that I would've taken. Would've been up a couple hundred off of that. How do I get rid of these annoying thoughts and feelings 😂 I knew they were all hitting. I know there's a chance i would've placed one or two other bets that may of lost. But as of now I'm pissed.

20m Down 15 k total. Placed a last big bet on Michigan to win national championship. Profited 500 off that. I didn't gamble it for a month almost just pretty much had 500 extra in the bank. April 19 I went back and lost 1000 dollars because I lost 50 and didn't want to work free for 2 hours so I chased for 10 fucking days. Averaging about 100 dollar loss each day but thr fucked thing was is I actually profited each day I just kept placing more bets that eventually lost or bad beat. Dumb fuck. Now I just feel something in me everyday since April 19 that i just want to bet I want to bet on some tennis like I used to. This urge feels different this times it's feeling much much harder to accept my quit then it did when I stopped for a month from early march start of April