u/justaNormalCrazylady

I can’t do this anymore.
I am too tired feeling like a doormat.
I feel like I’m always a replaceable item. Like an object that waiting to be thrown away.

I am a human. But I feel I can’t find human relationship anymore, except a few good friendship. Small circle of good friends, I have. But never ever had a good relationship with a man that I would call my person.
It feels like a curse that I keep falling into pattern. The pattern that my dear friend told me to see the reality but not from how I see the best in a person. I am always good with seeing the good in people. But I never see the reality of who they are until it starts to hurt me. And it hurts constantly.

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