Feelin a lil disheartened (vent ig?)
Ironically I just posted yesterday about getting new car bits and how excited I was to be driving and today I'm feeling wildly different lmao but we move 🤪
Drove for the first time today since passing my test literally last week in my new (old) car and felt so janky with the clutch, stalled at least 3 times in the 10 minute drive purely because it feels different to the car I learned in. Thought nothing of it till both my mum and brother briefly tried my car and started saying how easy my clutch was and now I feel stupid and like a bad driver🙃
In my mind, I know I'm not a bad driver, I'm just new and I have anxiety and various other issues. And I've only ever driven my instructors car which is wayy newer with a smoother clutch that's a little more forgiving. I know it's just about getting the practice in but yeesh what a knock to my fragile confidence😅 probably doesn't help that my mental health has been in the toilet the past few days. I'm sure a lot of people have this issue at first and I'll get over it, I just felt like whinging for a second to people who probably get it😆 I may remedy the issue by doing little laps in my car around the block during some quieter times and go from there but yeah💀