am I a sociopath?
hi! my name is roxanne, and I think I might have aspd. and no, I'm not larping or trying to get attention. I'm being genuine, so please don't get me a hard time lol. anyways, the reason why I think I might be a sociopath is because of my lack of empathy and remorse. I don't feel bad for most of the things I do, I can feel guilty sometimes - but it's not common for me to feel that emotion. I can do really fucked up things to people, and feel no regret whatsoever. let me give you guys an example - I'm a tumblr blogger, and I've been having a crush on one of my mutuals named mia, for multiple months now. we're quite close, and we talk a lot. but she started to catch feelings for an anon of hers, and it pissed me off a LOT. obviously I didn't't show it, but it secretly got under my skin. and to make things worse, the anon was showing very clear signs of liking mia back. and I knew that there was only but so long until they started dating. so I decided to do something about it. I went onto her blog, and pretended to be the anon. I said a bunch of stuff about how they were actually in a relationship the entire time they were flirting with mia, and they couldn't continue talking to mia anymore because it was morally wrong, and unfair to their partner. mia was disgusted by the anon, and blocked them. she immediately started venting to me about the situation, and I felt SOOOOO satisfied!! like I couldn't stop grinning the entire time I was texting her LOL. I'm aware that what I did was horrible, selfish, and cruel. but I literally just can't bring myself to care. like I don't feel bad at all for what I did. I deadass laugh whenever I think about the situation lol, I seriously don't feel an ounce of guilt about it. plus mia belongs to me anyway, she just doesn't realize it yet. and I plan on sabotaging her relationships over and over until she falls in love with me heh! :3 anywayss, I'm rambling a lot, so I'll shut up now lolll. but what do u guys think? do I have aspd? or some other disorder? lmk!! (I'm NOT trying to self disonage btw!! I just want to hear what you guys think!)