u/kisskiss_x8

All along, I thought I am being extra and too much for asking you to treat me what I think is right. because that’s what you been instilling into my mind. I believed that and I became desensitized instead. I am not as lively and warm as before and my aura shifted. Looking at the bigger picture, it’s you who’s lacking a lot of things. And you want me to just feast on your crumbs. I’m glad that I am now realizing how loser you are. I love you but I won’t let you intrude in my life anymore. You are unwanted.

From now on, I will only adore, care and love you from afar so it will protect me from hurting again. That way, I can only choose what is acceptable for me. That way, I can put boundaries. I can opt to just look away and shrug it off without obliging you to fill the gaps. That way, I can be loved just how I deserve to. Without begging.

F (31) I am asian living across the world from my boyfriend M(30) from USA. Dry and cold. I am in my last straw, in the verge of giving up. I just need one last bomb for me to finally ditch him off. He dont wanna add me on his snapchat, ig, and facebook and we’ve been fighting about that, so he instead deleted them all rather than me being connected with him there. One time I found out he’s got tinder on his phone. I just want someone to please caught him on action. Pretend you knew him, ask his social medias, befriend him, ask him when was his last sex, ask him if he’s got a girlfriend oh God I am getting insane and being this cheap already. 😭 I am losing sleep already being anxious. I don’t deserve this but I can’t let go and neither him. He kept on chasing me. I just need to confirm these red flags for me to finally stop. I don’t know what to do anymore. Any kindhearted woman from US can help me? He’s from NYC btw.

F (31) I am asian living across the world from my boyfriend M(30) USA. Dry and cold. I am in my last straw, in the verge of giving up. I just need one last bomb for me to finally ditch him off. He dont wanna add me on his snapchat, ig, and facebook and we’ve been fighting about that, so he instead deleted them all rather than me being connected with him there. One time I found out he’s got tinder on his phone. I just want someone to please caught him on action. Pretend you knew him, ask his social medias, befriend him, ask him when was his last sex, ask him if he’s got a girlfriend oh God I am getting insane and being this cheap already. 😭 I am losing sleep already being anxious. I don’t deserve this but I can’t let go and neither him. He kept on chasing me. I just need to confirm these red flags for me to finally stop. I don’t know what to do anymore.