u/kittykat17171

I've lived a lonely life as an only child, all my aunts, uncles and cousins live overseas or are estranged. I have a couple of good friends but they have their own families and we only meet once a year. My dad passed and now i have to look after my mum who has dementia & chronic health issues. I am in my mid-30s, have never been in a relationship. I feel I was born to suffer this "trapped" solitary fate with no help & end in sight. I don't have normal happy experiences that others do. I wish I was never born.