Asking for reassurance
Hi everyone, I’m coming to you asking for some support, maybe some advice. Yesterday, a relationship that meant a lot to me came to an end. We had been seeing each other for around three months (I know that’s not a long time, but I really saw potential in it).
I’m devastated, and I don’t know whether what hurts more is the end of the relationship itself or the fact that my prayers and pleas to the Goddess Hecate weren’t answered. It hurts to lose the relationship, but at the same time, it hurts and scares me even more to think that maybe none of this has any meaning, that the Goddess didn’t hear me, that she isn’t there. And I really don’t want that to be true.
Maybe this is simply how things were meant to happen. I don’t know. Maybe my prayers weren’t answered because this relationship wasn’t healthy for me. The truth is, after only a month, I was already thinking about ending it myself because the relationship was exhausting me.
I honestly don’t know what to think or feel right now. Do you have anything to say to me, any advice or words of support?
I don’t treat deities like magical wish-granting machines, and there’s no magic involved in any of this. I very, very rarely ask for anything, and when I do, it’s always with a promise to give offerings in gratitude.
I don’t know… I think I just need to hear that this was meant to happen, that there was a reason for it. I think I need some kind of reassurance.