u/ladybugz91

Playing solo rivals comp for a bit today if anyone wants to join im gold 3 for now haha 🤣 just started today so plenty of time to turn it around.

Just chillin comms aren’t necessary but can up to you.

I’ve never posted here but just came across this.
I live in the USA.

I need beginner friendly online job.

I took google IT certificate classes years ago if that’s relevant. Know a lot of office programs as well.

I have a computer but have never worked from home but am very driven and self sufficient so that won’t be an issue. I know most are scams but if anyone knows of something let me know.
I can work anytime and all 7 days are available so anything that comes up is fine by me.

Thank you in advance if you read this.

Going live for some Rivals tonight.
Mostly chill vibes, good comms, and trying not to get abandoned by my team every fight 💀

Playing support/healer and grinding while rebuilding my stream/community again.
Come hang out or squad up if you’re down for relaxed games and actual conversation.

Twitch.tv/quennboggles

I feel like I’ve hit a point where I’m seeing my patterns really clearly, and it’s been hard to ignore.

For years, I’ve been the one who shows up fully,listens, holds space, understands people deeply, creates real conversation… and for a while, it feels like something meaningful.

But over time, I keep realizing it’s not actually mutual.

People seem to appreciate me, even say they “need” me or that I bring them peace… but they don’t really meet me in the same depth or consistency.

It’s like they connect to how I make them feel, not who I am.

And I don’t even feel angry about it anymore. Just… tired.

Lately I’ve found myself going quiet more often, pulling back, not engaging the way I used to—because I don’t want to keep repeating the same cycle.

I guess what I’m wondering is:

Have any of you actually found relationships (friendships or otherwise) that feel mutual, grounded, and real over time?

Not intense at the start and then fading,but something steady where both people show up.

And if so,what changed for you?

Was it boundaries, the kind of people you chose, or something internal?

Random thought I had recently,

I’ve noticed some people are super consistent in reaching out, asking questions, wanting to talk… but the conversation never really goes deeper or feels mutual.

Like they enjoy being around you, but don’t really share much about themselves or meet you halfway.

Not even in a bad way, just… interesting to notice.

Curious if anyone else has experienced this or if I’m overthinking it 😅

Not another chaotic Discord.

I built a small server for people who just want something real.

We game (in all different games) we sit in VC, we talk about life sometimes…
or we just exist in the same space without pressure.

No forced energy.
No cliques fighting for attention.
No one begging you to join voice.

Just chill people, good conversation, and actual consistency.

If you like:
– laid back gaming
– quiet or meaningful convos
– hopping in VC without it feeling awkward
– a space that respects your energy

You’ll fit here.

If you need constant attention or drama… you probably won’t.

Drop in if the vibe sounds like you.

just here to play, vibe, and see what happens 😌

solo rivals to start, might squad up later if the energy is right.
no pressure, no chaos (okay… maybe a little).

Twitch - queen boggles

I’ve been playing a lot lately and had a few games that felt really solid, but I genuinely can’t tell if I’m improving or just getting lucky matchups.

What do you guys usually look for to tell if you’re actually getting better?

I’m about to run some games now and test it again.

Going live while I test it if anyone wants to see how it goes.

Twitch- queen boggles

I have been deeply thinking on this question, and am curious how others experience it.

What helps you feel safe enough to be yourself around someone?

Thank you in advance for sharing your thoughts and stories. I really enjoy hearing different perspectives.

Happy Monday 🤍