In your arms I'd start a war - justhere4ke
Edit: this is HEA
I just finished this fic. I'm sure it's been posted and recommended here many times.
But I JUST FINISHED IT AND IT WAS SO GOOD AND I have a lot of feelings now.
Like perfect amount of sex and angst and pining and hot and characterization and Shane being a little menace and Ilya being a sad boy but still a menace and a sprinkle of marleau being the chillest (which is my favourite side plot thing).
Man this one is really fcking good (can we swear in this sub??)
Summary:
Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.
Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”
Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”
OR
Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever