Anyone else have this issue? I tried to fill out a new waiver for this school year and the system says I’m already enrolled in my healthcare (pending approval), i’m so confused as I never filled anything out for this school year yet and you have to fill it out every year. Why would it show up as enrolled, do i still have to submit a waiver then?
im just feeling so frustrated, college is getting hard to manage and i need help. i lost my internship recently and even though i have a new job at my school now, i’m still experiencing the same anxiety about mistakes + carelessness that cost me the internship even though i’m trying really hard to do better. it feels hopeless and that i’ll be like this no matter where i go. i have insurance but i’m afraid to use it to get care because it‘ll show up on my parents’ EOB, and they don’t believe in mental health and i’d rather not open that can of worms. i don’t even know what it is that i have adhd or anxiety or ocd or what (i suspect adhd mostly) but I NEED HELP!!!! it feels like there’s no options that i would be able to access without using insurance, every telehealth website charges out the ass and i cant sustain it long term. im tired of living life with my emotions on 1000x intensity, im tired of being paralyzed to do what i need to do even basic shit like showering or eating, im tired of not being taken care of seriously just because i perform well at a good college, im tired of feeling like i’m going to die whenever i make a minor, correctable mistake at work or when someone politely corrects me. i’m EXHAUSTED. i want help but i feel like theres no options. someone please help😭
TLDR: adhd-induced anxiety cost me a job, and i don’t know if it’s something i can “improve” much on my own without proper treatment. i’m worried about losing future jobs the same way because of this. any advice?
Hi guys, title says it all. I’m sure i have adhd but i’ve never been able to be properly diagnosed and treated because i’m still under my parents’ health insurance, and they don’t believe in mental health🫠 Recently, my sensitivity and constant anxiety about making mistakes and the mistakes combined led me to lose my first university job at a lab. It really killed my spirit and faith in myself, and i’m scared that the anxiety/emotional dysregulation/disorganization is something i can’t change fully unless i am treated. Even back when I was working, I did my best to implement thought processes and failsafes to prevent myself from messing up and to feel confident that i knew what i was doing, but i still would spiral a lot. I just feel kinda hopeless that it’ll be like this at every job no matter how hard i try, unless i get treated… for people who are unmedicated, do you have any strategies to cope with this? i reallt don’t think i’d be able to get diagnosed and treated until i’m paying for my own insurance… any advice is appreciated, thank you!!