u/lil_fox05

A little bit ago I made a post on what I should even do when my babies passed. I knew there wasn't really an answer, but I was just devastated. They were only 2 years old. I know I will never really get over how they died, but most of the time I can think fondly of them. There are times where I remember how I found Archimedes and how I had to say goodbye to Ludwig because she was in so much pain.

I'm looking for a therapist because I've honestly just needed one, but lately I think about them and I kinda just stop what I'm doing and get like a mini depression episode. I'm so diagnosed with anxiety and depression which is the main reason I'm trying to get back into therapy.

I don't really know anyone I reddit, but from my last post a few people reached out which was warming, even if I didn't responded. I honestly just didn't know how to respond. But I would like to think I'm doing somewhat better and plan on reaching out for help.

I got little guys to embody my babies but in a chibish way. If I got exact clones, I don't think I could handle it. I also got a picture box where's there's obviously the door with for the picture, but there's 2 little books that hold up to 12 pictures. I'm not sure how to entirely fill them out as I just don't have enough pictures to get 12 of each bird which saddens me a lot. I'll probably draw some stuff and maybe like a little scrap book collage thing for some to fill it out a bit.

I just want to thank you for reading this because it was a little cathartic to write this and it feels nice when people listen. Again, thank you.

I lost this washi tape when I moved and I need it for my dnd character journal lol. Its the 5mm from the Dark Rainbow set from Recollections that I found at Michael's. When searching for it online, Michael's is the only shop that comes up with the set but its not available near me. Is there another site that I'm not seeing? Thanks.