I don’t know what’s happening but I was stressed and crying and now I just feel emotionless and I don’t get it. Is my brain trying to protect me or something? Like my head aches and then it’s all just blank and I feel numbed. Almost like drugs have been pumped into me. I think I need a rest because recently I’ve just been really paranoid and hear things.
I've recently been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I am 15 but my psychiatrist has told me that I'm one of the few people that get diagnosed this early. One of the reasons he has said this is because of my numerous suicide attempts and self harm history, as well as being too attached and violent since the age of 7. I've been throwing things around and ruining the whole house. Thankfully I have an amazing mother who cares for me and helps me calm down. Most of my trauma come from my father but we're okay now? (I guess) I really hope that the psychiatrist misdiagnosed me because I know that its a very difficult struggle to even get close to living a regular life. I take antidepressants, antipsychotics and the sorts. It just feels so horrible
did you guys find the exam hard? I'm usually a 8/9 grade student; but th last 5-6 questions challenged me a lot. did everyone else also feel that way