u/lonely_jane

Hello!

I'm looking for another online school to go to. I want to get the other half of my credits so I could still graduate this year. I was wondering If this is a good program and also is it hard to transfer credits? I'd like to hear opinions from people that actually go here than all the ads I see lol.

Hello there my sweet,

You could become my partner. We can both be each other's beloved. The most important person in each other's lives. You could also leave this letter unanswered. Scroll into the abyss that comes with proposals online. I wouldn’t take this seriously either. Only if a person's words snag me back like something caught on a rock surrounded by a flowing river.

My name is Jane. An 18 year old girl from the US. Looking for something otherworldly. Something worth going on. A connection that I can’t help but to grip onto.

I often day dream about my perfect partner. Someone that will love me no matter what. A person that will look at me with eyes of love and longing instead of hatred and disgust.

I come from a background of loneliness. Always wanting the warm feeling of just having someone I can be around that won’t occasionally turn a cold shoulder. Even if it’s just a friend. It surrounds me even now.

Sleeping has always been a way to escape distressing situations for me. Even in childhood. To pretend that everything is ok. It hurts a lot to realize I’m still here. So I tend to do this a lot. I sleep ALOT. Let it be known that i’m not suicidal. This is just a habit I can’t shake.

I love to write. When I’m not overwhelmed by fatigue I take the time to express my feelings in my special journal. Paper will always have more patience than people.

I want to be a book that you can’t stop reading. You’re eager to know about me just as much as I will be to you. Even the smaller things that I might miss!

Here are my requirements for my love.

You must show genuine interest in me. I don’t want to always lead the conversation. I don’t want you to be dull. Talk to me. There’s no such thing as TMI to me. Tell me anything you want.

I’d prefer it if you're a pretty person or if you often hear that a lot from people other than your family. You may criticize me for asking this. I must be beautiful myself right? That’s the only way I can have this preference right? You’re wrong. I don’t think of myself as attractive. I’m not what I want and that’s why I want my lover to be beautiful. Let people ask why you're with me and how you deserve better. Will my personality even be enough? Let’s find out.

How far could you go for someone you love? Obsession is something that I find endearing. How can you be with someone and that feeling is absent? Isn’t that how all relationships start? Somewhat of a crush? That’s the beginning. So with this in mind, be obsessed with me.

I’m serious about this. You can not be over the age of 22. Even that is pushing it. There might be people who will respond to this who might feel tempted to talk to me even if they are over aged. You will be ignored. Blocked and deleted. Don’t even try to fake it because I'll know.

Don’t be heartless to support anyone or anything from this disgrace of an administration. Don’t be racist or homophobic either.

Finally when you do message me please send me a response that is at least 500 words. If it seems like alot your not the one for me. A true sweetheart will take their time to respond to me. It shows you really care. That you want me. It’s funny honestly. There were people that saw these demands as unrealistic and that I'm asking too much. Why bother messaging me and telling me this? To try to bring me down? Humble me? In this context that’s not happening. So don’t waste my time.

This is also something worth mentioning. I am Bi. I posted my first post under F4M but this time I’m also going for F4F. I can try to win everyone's heart. :)

This is the end. Am I the one for you? Let’s talk forever and lose our minds together.