u/lovecatmustdie

i keep having this repeating dream that im stuck in hospital after a suicide attempt and the nurse keeps drugging and grooming me. like i had been groomed before but it wasn't anything medical ;/

she looks familiar. i hate it. every time she "touches" me, i can actually feel it and it makes me sick. i end up dying each time but it keeps playing the same voice over and over again when i had actually almost died irl.

it was a woman's voice, something like "they're angels. they told me you're in hell. it's not your fault",, im a christian if that adds anything?? idk. needed to get this off my chest.