u/lowkitz

I don’t mean weak as in ineffective, I mean that it isn’t very fun to do. I’ve noticed that most survival craft games have bad combat, and I may also be spoiled by Enshrouded, but the combat in this game just feels really clunky and unsatisfying at the moment. I am currently on iron gear and at this point in the game when I see enemies it just evokes a feeling of annoyance rather than wanting to participate in combat at all. I’m loving everything else about this game, but the combat feels really bad and frustrating(and not in like a difficulty kind of way) for a game that features it so heavily.

Also, I’m not sure how the multiplayer scaling works, does the game scale based on how many people are in the game? If so, that’s a really bad way to go about it in a survival craft game since a lot of times, especially with groups that play on a persistent server, people are not necessarily always at the same place progression wise, and may be on completely different parts of the map.

I’m doing 12 hour days more often than not at a job I started about 2 months ago, with no notice. Ive done 4 12s and one 10 every week for the last 3 weeks always with the looming threat of having to do an overtime day every Saturday that they don’t tell us about until last minute. I am doing more 12s than anyone else as only 2 other people are trained to do the task that has to be ran for 12 hours, and one of them always gets to leave after 10 hours for some reason and I get stuck being told I’m staying an extra 2 hours and covering for her right as I’m about to leave. Im so worn out all the time. Just looking for advice as I feel like I’m at the end of my rope, I need to have a job, but it doesn’t seem like anything is available. My manager also told me I’m for sure doing overtime this Saturday, and if I have to work as many hours through the week as I have been, that’s gonna be 68 hours and I don’t know if I can even make it through that given how exhausted I already am.

I was just standing around at work, bored, and suddenly my ex popped up in my mind, then stayed in my mind all day. I hadn’t thought of her in weeks and now I’m laying here unable to sleep. It feels like I’m losing my mind. I’ve had 3 other serious relationships and I wasn’t nearly upset this long when they were over, I’d always be sad for a month or so then start having casual relationships or whatever and move on completely.

We were together for 3 years, my longest relationship but just by a couple months. She cheated and when she told me I said some things I regret in the heat of the moment and it’s like that moment of me acting ugly and the good memories we had together are just stuck replaying over and over again in my brain. I don’t want to miss her, she cheated on me like I just said, was verbally abusive, and a compulsive liar/manipulator. But it’s like no matter how much I tell myself that I still can’t help but miss her.

I don’t know what brought this on, my life has just started finding some normalcy again, the most I’d think of her the past month or so was a passing thought when I see something that reminds me of her at the store or something. Now all of the sudden it’s like I’m back to 5 months ago laying in bed being miserable. I hate making these kinds of posts it’s not really what I use this website for at all, and I know there’s not much anyone can say that will help, but I just kinda feel better venting and posting somewhere I guess.