u/lugaibaaz

Hey guys,
I need a few people to help me test and verify daily AI tool outputs for my projects.
The work is very basic. You will be given simple inputs to paste into our web tool, verify the AI response generated, and complete the daily task entry. It takes around 20 to 30 minutes a day.
Pay is 100 rupees per day
Daily payouts via UPI
Requirements:
A phone or PC with internet connection.
WhatsApp (where daily tasks and payouts are shared).
No technical skills or experience required. message me if you are interested

im 21 and made decent internet money early on so ive basically had all the free time in the world. used to sleep around a lot and broke a bunch of streaks. but every single time i finished, this heavy wave of guilt hit me out of nowhere. i thought maybe it was just growing up in india where people make sex feel like a crime, but it never went away.
then i started getting into spirituality because i wanted to feel actual peace instead of just temporary dopamine hits. i heard this quote from osho about how if you stay totally conscious during sex instead of just mindless humping, the whole energy changes. so i tried it. lasted almost an hour with a girl, and when it ended, the feeling was literally 10 times more intense than anything normal. right after that, i took a strict oath of celibacy. i stopped texting girls entirely and deleted my dating apps.
and this is where it gets so fucking weird.
the exact second i decided to stop, girls who literally ghosted me months ago or people i havent spoken to in ages started randomly sliding into my dms again. it feels like a glitch in the simulation, like the universe is actively testing my resolve or mocking me. im 21, my hormones are screaming at me every single day, and i am fighting the urge non stop.
to make matters worse, i read somewhere that sex energy is directly tied to the root chakra, which also controls money and physical gains. since i run online businesses and spend hours in the gym trying to build a solid physique, i am terrified that holding all this energy in might actually be ruining my hustle instead of helping it. plus, my brain is trolling me so hard at night. i keep getting these brutal, violent sex dreams that wake me straight up at 3 am with my heart racing, though thankfully no accidents yet.
then i stumbled across another teaching from osho saying that trying too hard to renounce something is the exact same as being obsessed with it, and that suppressing desires at a young age just breaks your mind permanently.
so now im completely stuck. do i keep going with this celibacy journey or is it a total waste of time that is just messing up my sleep and my mental health? and if i should stop, how do i balance it without feeling like im destroying my spiritual growth?

im 21 and made decent internet money early on so ive basically had all the free time in the world. used to sleep around a lot and broke a bunch of streaks. but every single time i finished, this heavy wave of guilt hit me out of nowhere. i thought maybe it was just growing up in india where people make sex feel like a crime, but it never went away.
then i started getting into spirituality because i wanted to feel actual peace instead of just temporary dopamine hits. i heard this quote from osho about how if you stay totally conscious during sex instead of just mindless humping, the whole energy changes. so i tried it. lasted almost an hour with a girl, and when it ended, the feeling was literally 10 times more intense than anything normal. right after that, i took a strict oath of celibacy. i stopped texting girls entirely and deleted my dating apps.
and this is where it gets so fucking weird.
the exact second i decided to stop, girls who literally ghosted me months ago or people i havent spoken to in ages started randomly sliding into my dms again. it feels like a glitch in the simulation, like the universe is actively testing my resolve or mocking me. im 21, my hormones are screaming at me every single day, and i am fighting the urge non stop.
to make matters worse, i read somewhere that sex energy is directly tied to the root chakra, which also controls money and physical gains. since i run online businesses and spend hours in the gym trying to build a solid physique, i am terrified that holding all this energy in might actually be ruining my hustle instead of helping it. plus, my brain is trolling me so hard at night. i keep getting these brutal, violent sex dreams that wake me straight up at 3 am with my heart racing, though thankfully no accidents yet.
then i stumbled across another teaching from osho saying that trying too hard to renounce something is the exact same as being obsessed with it, and that suppressing desires at a young age just breaks your mind permanently.
so now im completely stuck. do i keep going with this celibacy journey or is it a total waste of time that is just messing up my sleep and my mental health? and if i should stop, how do i balance it without feeling like im destroying my spiritual growth?