u/luluisverytired

Does anyone else have them?? The guy I’m speaking to, it takes everything in me not to fight him 24/7 over how jealous I am over everything

This is for any Palestinian girls in here, do you ever feel angry at god for what happening to us? That the whole of Palestine is under their control, the people we love get taken and we never know what happened to them, but deep down as know they’re being raped and tortured in unimaginable ways before being left for dead, they bodies disrespected even after death. They take photos of dead bodies, they harvest dead Palestinians organs, I’ve seen videos of those pigs pissing Palestinian dead bodies.

And we’ve been praying for almost 100 years now, and none of our prayers have been answered. The Muslims around us have betrayed us, it’s one thing to not support us but to fund the people murdering us, to close their borders. To mock our deaths by flaunting their Starbucks.

I know we’re told to wait for the afterlife but I can’t help but feel so much anger and disgust that none of the prayers are answered. I feel so so hurt by god and I don’t know how to make it go away.

I made a post a few weeks ago saying I’m determined to become prettier and it’s somehow working

If anyone wants tips pls lmk, I will never forget the feeling of being ugly

I’m very bored of my life and have been looking to get to know someone recently, should I just start trying to speak to anyone that speaks to me? Normally I’m picky but at this point I feel like just accepting that ur naseeb can be ANYWHERE

I just want to see if there’s any Arab girls like me, especially with how pretty most Arab girls r being one of the ugly ones is so hard

I grew up in a house where there will always be fights, and not just regular ones but the ones where they will physically harm eachother and I would be 13 standing between them to take the hits on their behalf so it’s doesn’t escalate

Im over it now, I can ignore it but it ruined my whole nervous system, whenever a man yells at me I feel like a 7 year old again, I go quiet I don’t even yell back. I’m so scared of reliving my childhood I turn into a literal child at the sight of violence or sound of anger

Nothing is helping and therapy isn’t an option right now

I don’t see myself ever getting married partially because of this, it’s so scary

I lost a lot of weight and my chest era is saggy

I plan o lifting my stomach and arms with surgery and was wondering if doing my chest would be allowed? I won’t make it big or anything to make myself prettier I just want it to suit my body, I am only 22

I lost a significant amount of weight and I plan to continue but because I don’t workout my body is so weird looking, it’s very weak and a lot of loose skin is developing. I do know that working out can be a fix to this but I have NO idea where to start?

Do u guys have any recommendations on how I can fix this? I especially want to target my stomach, upper arms and thighs.

What are you thoughts on ready meals? I feel like some of them r too good to be true with their calorie count

If u r one of those people who complain about posting about males pls don’t interact <3

I was wondering how u guys met ur husbands? I want to start looking and idk where to start?

Genuinely how are you guys doing it? I started when I was unemployed and it was a lot easier, I’d distract myself and come home to sleep when I felt tired but having a job is such a commitment I can’t neglect.

And I drive really far everyday to get there and back

My brain isn’t switched on enough to do all of this and I would never risk my life or others on the road just because I decided to not eat for a week

Should I just give up on fasting?

I think it’s common for girls in our communities to be raised by extremely toxic mums - whether abusive, distant, selfish or depressed they all mess us up.

My mum is severely depressed, I haven’t seen her smile in years.

Sometimes I’d be sitting and turn to the side to randomly see tears coming out, then it’s her lashing out.

Unfortunately it’s valid. My mum’s life is horrible. Abandoned by family, 0 friends, horrible husband (and dad to me), no work, no qualifications, horrible selfish children (I’m mature enough to admit I’m slightly selfish but not as much as my siblings).

Idk what to do. I can’t leave her id just add onto it but I can’t fix her, she won’t even try. This has been going on for years what do I do??? I pray and pray and beg and ask and nothing is being answered. I did it at umrah, cried and begged infront of the Kaaba and nothing.

This is a long rant and I’m sorry. I feel like god has given me more than I can bear

My family is horrible, I have an autistic father who barely comprehends anything’s/masks infront of people so no one knows what he is really like, he abused my mum before we were born and everyone we know remember it because of how public he was with it.

My mum was tricked into marrying him without knowing who he was when she was young and he was old.

she has lived her whole life angry and sad which now is laid onto me.

if I am tired after work she takes it as offensive and gets sad / will give me the silent treatment for months, this isn’t an exaggeration.

If it’s not that, they r fighting, it gets physically aggressive and it’s hard to live with bc I constantly have to get in the middle to make sure it doesn’t escalate.

Alhamduallah I was blessed with a good education and I’ve graduated to get a full time job. However I come home to this and from one loud noisy place to another I have no time for to breathe. I even share a room so it’s not like I can sleep alone. Mind u I am in my early 20’s.

I don’t have friends to vent to, and if I go out with the 1 friend I do have my mum causes an argument claiming I’d rather be with them than her. I am never enough. I gave up on my own life to avoid the headache.

If I stay home she complains that I am here but I’m not talking to her, I really don’t have much to say to her as she responds in little sentences. She has severe depression

If I am being the perfect child she’ll randomly start giving me the silent treatment and when I ask why she says it’s because one day in the future I will abandon her and move on with my life. No matter how much I reassure she won’t believe me. She even once threw herself on the floor and started crying and screaming like a child saying I’m a liar who will leave.

I feel for my mum I really do but there is so much I can do realistically.

To add onto it. I am very unattractive, I have no hope in getting married and leaving. There is no chance. I’m stuck here forever.

And even if I did, I’d live with the feeling that I abandoned my mum. And dad.

I tried everything and I’m still busted there is no saving me how do I just accept my fate