u/lunaaluneraa

I feel dumb...???

I only just started taking Adderall this year. The first 2-3 months were pretty okay. I'm currently on 20mg IR (currently on Alvogen this month) and idk if it's this month's batch of the manufacturer I'm on or what but I feel sooo stupid omfg. I can't form cohesive thoughts: when I'm drafting up emails or even a post on reddit, I struggle to find the right words or sentence structure. I can't form an efficient plan: for work tasks or even for house chores. I know exactly how I feel, what I want to say, what I want to do, but I simply just can't do it. This weekend, I had so many things I wanted to do (studying, house work, errands) and I just went into paralysis mode. Like, these are things I want to do, not something I'm procrastinating because I don't want to do it. I'm so frustrated with myself. It's taken me like 20 minutes just to write this post because I simply can't form a thought/sentence or I get distracted.

Does anyone feel like this on the meds?

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u/lunaaluneraa — 3 days ago

Sprouted corms

This is my first time growing alocasia corms and they’ve been doing pretty well! I planted 3 regal shields and 2 silver dragons. The regal shields grew the fastest as you can see and they’re getting pretty big. Should I already move them out of the green house? They’re about to get too big for it but I don’t have a bigger green house set up yet and I don’t want them to go into shock from the change in environment. I haven’t had much luck with alocasias in my plant room so any advice is welcome 🙏

u/lunaaluneraa — 3 days ago

Support + Soil

Do I need to start supporting her already? I got her as a pup and she’s grown quite a bit. This is my first albo and I want to do it right lol. Also, what soil would you recommend? The rest of my monsteras are in a chunky soil mix but I got this albo is a perlite & fluval stratum mix which she has been loving so far, but I need to repot her already.

u/lunaaluneraa — 5 days ago