u/lxte_ut

I don't remember how old I was like 5-7 idk but I remember this dream

I came out my mother's womb and I pooped a giant banana and my whole family were licking that banana it was really tall and I was genuinely shocked in the dreams too. I woke up

This is soo weird

Do nihilism even have moral? It's all pointless and senseless than what does *nihilism morals* mean

Every action ever decision everyone only will lead till death

Don't you guys think why are we competing why are we racing why are we here to prove ourself and why are we copying the things that older generation made and never making new sport? We are we copying and why we all tryna prove we are him why do we even live this pathetic life with nothing but repetition are we here for nothing?

I'm 16 I'm super insecure Im Indian im facing racism alot, rn I'm in 10th grade I look shit I I'm totally insecure about my looks and I'm 173cm and 60 kgs in weight I tried everything, looksmaxxing, dieting, proper creams and oils all products and I'm still not enough I look ugly I'm fat it never changes like it never changes I hate it alot, I have so many friends but I can't stand with them like I'm totally different person in my friend group it's not like I'm introvert but I feel super insecure when they feel attracted to another person I've faced racism on my face I've lived in racist community they all only care about fair skin and after that there's nothing, white=good looking brown=useless shi, I don't like myself

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They all females out here talk to only fair looking guys I was replaced by my gf js because of looks I am insecure about my looks , any response will be appreciated I really need someone to get this off my chest