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Всем привет!
Хочу почитать хороший роман. Но была бы не против и других жанров. Может у вас будут любимые книги, которыми хочется поделиться.

(Знаю что не классика,но хотела бы начать читать Стивина Кинга, была бы рада,чтобы подсказали с чего начать)

Hi everyone,
I’m a 17-year-old girl, and for as long as I can remember, I’ve struggled with making deep connections. I don’t have trouble meeting new people or starting conversations, but it never develops into a solid, long-lasting friendship.
Right now, I have two "friends" but we aren't close at all. I’m always the one putting in the effort, texting first, and trying to keep the bond alive, but it feels like a one-way street.
I’ve had a few experiences that really messed with my self-esteem:

I used to be part of a friend group of three, but over time, they just stopped inviting me out and phased me out completely.
My high school friend group recently celebrated graduation. I couldn't make it due to health issues, and literally no one checked in on me or sent a supportive message.
Shortly after, they planned another hangout. Not only was I not invited, but they started casually discussing the details of the party right in front of me in our group chat.
Honestly, this whole situation is starting to give me major insecurities. I keep questioning my worth, even though rationally.I know I'm a good person to talk to. I don't just sit at home all day—I have hobbies, goals, and passions. I genuinely try to be a good friend.
I feel incredibly lonely and left out. Am I doing something wrong, or is this a common experience at this age? I would really appreciate some advice or to hear similar stories from anyone who has been through this.
Thanks for reading.