I was recently invited for one sisters wedding and i have no idea what to expect, does anyone know how their weddings look like?
And are all marriages in wmscog arranged? Is it even possible to get married with someone without it being arranged? When usually brothers and sisters cannot almost talk to each other?
I am so curious what are the members gonna do, when mother dies, because i know they teach/ed that mother cannot die. But i also heard, that they changed the doctrine, that she can die. Is it true? And does anyone know WHEN they change it if they did?
One friend of mine told me, they showed her a video of mother taking her kids to heaven, holding hands. I was so excited to watch it, but they have never showed it to me. Do you know about what video i am talking about? Do you know if they still show it to members
And also what a about the 144k people going to heaven, they claim they have milions of members. So is This teaching still active? If it is, how do they explain only such a small amount of people will go to heaven? Like only the most faithful members can go or wtf
Hey! I currently investigating this cult and really need some videos of “God the mother” preaching. Or any video that shows her as God, not a chairwomen of weloveyou org. They are not posting her online, but if theres anyone who has access to these videos or photos, it would really help my investigation. Thank you!
(F19) hey, I was SA multiple times. It got to the point that i cannot get intimate with an other person. For a long time i did not care. I was still able to bring my self a pleasure by my self. (Either with my fingers or a vibrator) and 99% of the time it was always awesome.
Now i decided that i want to change it. I really want to be intimate with someone else, but my body just wont let me. So I decided to take small steps.
Today i tried to “spice things up”. I tried to do things i would want to do with someone else one day. I set an atmosphere and used some toys. At one point it started to feel kind of uncomfortable. But i did not stop. Finished what i started.
And now i dont know how to deal with it.
This step couldn’t be any smaller and it still turned out “weird” not bad, but it wasnt good experience either. What should i do? Should i continue trying, even though it’s not really comfortable and wait until it becomes comfortable? I dont know how else to recover? Because i cannot recover if i am not gonna try, but at the same time, when i do try and it doesn’t feel good, is it even a way to recover? Are these feelings normal, when recovering ? I really need an advice how should i continue.
I visited a professional year ago and that old man did not help at all..
Thank you for any advice🩵
(Repost) (F/19) Hey! I always knew i was into bdsm, especially masochism, cnc and bondage. I was looking forward to get to the point i can start exploring this beautiful world. But then I experienced SA multiple times. So any desire to start with it disappeared, because i was unable to get intimate with an other person. And i was okay with that, since i was still able to get my self a pleasure by myself.
But few days ago a read a story that had a huge impact on me. I realized that i dont want to just read about it, but i want to experience it. I have a little experience in this field. Best experience i have is when my friend bondaged my leg so painfully, i got into subspace and god, that was literally the best feeling.
I really want to make a script, similar to the story i read and experience it with someone. Reading it i felt a desire that i havent felt for few years now. It contained a lot of beating, bruising, cnc and i am afraid that i wouldnt take it in real life. I don’t know if the stuff i am dreaming about happening to me, is something that i would really enjoy in real life. I just cannot tell.
I know i enjoy pain, since i cause it my self and it’s always awesome. But i am still the one under control.
So i really don’t know how to deal with it. And even if i knew, i have no idea how to find someone that i am attracted to and them being into this.
(F/19) Hey! I always knew i was into bdsm, especially masochism, cnc and bondage. I had wild thoughts when i was really young, when I didn’t even know that something such as bdsm even exists. I was looking forward to get to the age i can start exploring this beautiful world. But at the age 14-18 i ve experienced SA multiple times. So any desire to start with it disappeared, because i was unable to get intimate with an other person. And i was okay with that, since i was still able to get my self a pleasure by myself.
But few days ago a read a story that had a huge impact on me. I realized that i dont want to just read about it, but i want to experience it. I have a little experience in this field. Best experience i have is when my friend bondaged my leg so painfully, i got into subspace and god, that was literally the best feeling.
I really want to make a script, similar to the story i read and experience it with someone. Reading it i felt a desire that i havent felt for few years now. It contained a lot of beating, bruising, cnc and i am afraid that i wouldnt take it in real life. I don’t know if the stuff i am dreaming about happening to me, is something that i would really enjoy in real life. I just cannot tell.
I know i enjoy pain, since i cause it my self and it’s always awesome. But i am still the one under control.
So i really don’t know how to deal with it. And even if i knew, i have no idea how to find someone that i am attracted to and them being into this.