She has been seeking help her entire life. Been through the worst things imaginable. She deserves the peace and stability that she has never had. I have only one way to offer that to her. I hope she will use it to be happy despite all of my mistakes.
I fucked things up so badly with my best friend. Idk if they will ever talk to me again with how badly I have hurt them.
They are literally all I have in this world. The only thing I believe in anymore, more so than even myself.
I will probably kill myself if things are truly broken beyond repair. All I ever do is fuck up no matter how hard I try. All I ever do is hurt everyone, no matter how much I care.
This isn’t living. I can’t keep letting myself get worse and worse and gradually more and more broken.
I fucked things up so badly with my best friend. Idk if they will ever talk to me again with how badly I have hurt them.
They are literally all I have in this world. The only thing I believe in anymore, more so than even myself.
I will probably kill myself if things are truly broken beyond repair. All I ever do is fuck up no matter how hard I try. All I ever do is hurt everyone, no matter how much I care.
This isn’t living. I can’t keep letting myself get worse and worse and gradually more and more broken.