u/mema__13

Hello there! I’m a 22 year old, currently struggling with my life.
I’m a nurse working 12 hour shifts spending all my off days sleeping trying to get my energy back. I deleted all my socials obviously of FOMO. I don’t have any hobbies, I don’t have any girlfriends to go out with, damn I don’t do anything besides working.
If I am home I spend time in my room watching movies that I have already watched a 100 times.
I want to have fun, socialize and find some worth in my off days but not able to.
My childhood friends are still in school/college back in India, so they don’t fully understand what I am going through.
I’m missing out on a lot of stuff fs but I’m not able to do anything about it . Or am I just under the pressure of social media? Idk.
Is it just me ?

Why is it pictured as a bad or bizarre thing when a woman swears in Malayalam cinema?
Man swears: okay fine. Normal.
Woman swears: she is kachara.

Suresh gopi paranja mass. Pavam philominechi paranja thara.

Ente appan odukkathe theri anu. I learned all that ma pu ka from him. One time I asked him “enthina ithrem theri parayane”. He said “ theri parayunnath mosham alla, manasile adakkivakanakatha vikarangalude shabdham anu”
Well shouldn’t it apply equally to both genders(eeshwara um)
Appo ningal pariiii